I’ve always been confused about what makes a person who they are. I have a million thoughts every day but I don’t act on them, is them passing through my mind indicative of the human i tell myself I could be? am I simply my genetics and home environment (that I don’t have control over) or am I more myself by gaining status, or material things that make me desirable? would I still be myself after a severe injury?
love is a whole other war
if I am the things that I enjoy or the arbitrary personality I have how tf could anyone actually love me
we all change and adapt so frequently that if you’re loved for that today would they love the new you tomorrow? if there’s a personality shift will they love you for the person you were yesterday and not the one you are now?
in short idk who I am, I’m not sure what I want, and I guess only time will tell