Serious Idk guys

[ldrm]

Lately, I’ve been wanting my whole family to die even though they are good people. I often have headaches and a feeling of being lost. I want to end up in the hospital and stop thinking about anything at all.
I want my arms and legs cut off so I wouldn't have to worry about anything around me. I’m exhausted by these thoughts
I don't want to die, but I don't want to live like this either.
perhaps you could suggest what I should do?


I wrote all this using a translator, so it might seem a bit strange.

 

[Recai]

perhaps you could suggest what I should do

do you have faith?

 

[ldrm]

do you have faith?

Yeah but idk at this point

 

[Recai]

Yeah but idk at this point

i would say learn about islam

 

[ldrm]

i would say learn about islam

Maybe, thanks for advice anyway

 

[pauseboicarti]

Lately, I’ve been wanting my whole family to die even though they are good people. I often have headaches and a feeling of being lost. I want to end up in the hospital and stop thinking about anything at all.
I want my arms and legs cut off so I wouldn't have to worry about anything around me. I’m exhausted by these thoughts
I don't want to die, but I don't want to live like this either.
perhaps you could suggest what I should do?


I wrote all this using a translator, so it might seem a bit strange.

take that anger out on these evil foids...

 

[ldrm]

take that anger out on these evil foids...

I don't have anger I'm tired

 

[InnerEarthMystic]

Lately, I’ve been wanting my whole family to die even though they are good people. I often have headaches and a feeling of being lost. I want to end up in the hospital and stop thinking about anything at all.
I want my arms and legs cut off so I wouldn't have to worry about anything around me. I’m exhausted by these thoughts
I don't want to die, but I don't want to live like this either.
perhaps you could suggest what I should do?


I wrote all this using a translator, so it might seem a bit strange.

Feels like how I felt as a teenager, go get a diagnosis from a psychiatrist, you probably have some sort of psychotic disorder like I do

 

[ldrm]

Feels like how I felt as a teenager, go get a diagnosis from a psychiatrist, you probably have some sort of psychotic disorder like I do

I'm scared to talk with people about myself irl

 

[InnerEarthMystic]

I'm scared to talk with people about myself irl

I was too, honestly medication may be worth it, I cant take it because I am chronically ill but it helps a lot of people

 

[ldrm]

I was too, honestly medication may be worth it, I cant take it because I am chronically ill but it helps a lot of people

Maybe I should do it I guess I have no other options, thank you

 

[Zygos]

@idk bro

 

[InnerEarthMystic]

Maybe I should do it I guess I have no other options, thank you

You are welcome, look into grounding too, it helps a lot with any derealization, psychosis, panic attacks, etc. not a cure all but it will help

 

[pauseboicarti]

I don't have anger I'm tired

u have to channel that tiredness into anger and take it out on foids

 

[ldrm]

u have to channel that tiredness into anger and take it out on foids

I don't think I can do it right now, but thanks

 

[ldrm]

Fucking stupid shit why I even bother to write it here