Rage idk, just needed to talk

[gravegoth]

I don't know. I just need to talk. The reason this is prefix with rage is That's the closest I can get to this, but I'm just deeply sad.

i just want to be held, im genuinely so lonely and sad in real life. Sometimes it feels like this forum is all I have to feel normal and have a decent social life. i just want someone to care about me, i just want to be held and loved. ):

This isn't even anger at this point this is just resignation and sadness idk

I just need to get it off my chest. Ignore this, please.

 

[Sup]

DNR

 

[160cmcurry]

 

[gravegoth]

DNR

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leave this thread be pls

 

[万二千四百九十九]

I don't know. I just need to talk. The reason this is prefix with rage is That's the closest I can get to this, but I'm just deeply sad.

i just want to be held, im genuinely so lonely and sad in real life. Sometimes it feels like this forum is all I have to feel normal and have a decent social life. i just want someone to care about me, i just want to be held and loved. ):

This isn't even anger at this point this is just resignation and sadness idk

I just need to get it off my chest. Ignore this, please.

eat some meat and get some sun dude life isn't so bad

 

[gravegoth]

like i know i seem so happy online but just ):
idk how to explain it i feel so alone and sad

i feel like ill never be pretty enough, ill never be sweet enough, ill never be kind enough, ill never be social enough, ill never be quiet enough, ill never be good enough for anyone

i just feel so sad all the time

i just want to be held ):

 

[Love]

I don't know. I just need to talk. The reason this is prefix with rage is That's the closest I can get to this, but I'm just deeply sad.

i just want to be held, im genuinely so lonely and sad in real life. Sometimes it feels like this forum is all I have to feel normal and have a decent social life. i just want someone to care about me, i just want to be held and loved. ):

This isn't even anger at this point this is just resignation and sadness idk

I just need to get it off my chest. Ignore this, please.

Same goes here bud

 

[drchad]

I don't know. I just need to talk. The reason this is prefix with rage is That's the closest I can get to this, but I'm just deeply sad.

i just want to be held, im genuinely so lonely and sad in real life. Sometimes it feels like this forum is all I have to feel normal and have a decent social life. i just want someone to care about me, i just want to be held and loved. ):

This isn't even anger at this point this is just resignation and sadness idk

I just need to get it off my chest. Ignore this, please.

This forum is all i have as well stayed in all summer

Tbh the only cure for what ur feeling is just accepting it and filling it with happiness and being okay with being by ur self. ur not owed it and it could be worse. Just eat good food,watch tv shows,enjoy alone time,have good sleep etc. you dont have to hate being by ur self. Or try socializing and make friends

 

[gravegoth]

eat some meat and get some sun dude life isn't so bad

i know ):
thanks man ill make steak tomorrow
)): im jusf sad

 

[gravegoth]

This forum is all i have as well stayed in all summer

Tbh the only cure for what ur feeling is just accepting it and filling it with happiness and being okay with being by ur self. ur not owed it and it could be worse. Just eat good food,watch tv shows,enjoy alone time,have good sleep etc. you dont have to hate being by ur self. Or try socializing and make friends

I love you all so much on this forum ):
i didnt do anything all summer other than cry and lay in bed

 

[Deleted Member 69535]

go to sleep

 

[gravegoth]

go to sleep

): im cryinf to hard to sleepf man

 

[drchad]

I love you all so much on this forum ):
i didnt do anything all summer other than cry and lay in bed

Same but ive been alone my entire life maybe just got used to it not so bad anymore just fill it with videogames,tvshows,tiktok,youtube,netflix ,working out etc. I enjoy the time tbh

 

[万二千四百九十九]

i know ):
thanks man ill make steak tomorrow
)): im jusf sad

Don't cook it and eat it outside preferably underneath the sun


your mood would improve instantly and significantly

 

[gravegoth]

Same but ive been alone my entire life maybe just got used to it not so bad anymore just fill it with videogames,tvshows,tiktok,youtube,netflix working out. I enjoy the time tbh

it sucks because ive been alone always jusf never got used to it ):
i jusf want to be held and feel safe i jusr feel so sad and scared all the time

 

[slopslinger]

I don't think you know what a bad day is

 

[Deleted Member 69535]

): im cryinf to hard to sleepf man

its okay we all do that

just ascend

 

[drchad]

it sucks because ive been alone always jusf never got used to it ):
i jusf want to be held and feel safe i jusr feel so sad and scared all the time

Yeah i went through that so many times i just finnaly accepted it itll be okay (still somewhat struggle with it but idc much anymore just late night sadness every couple days)

If anything just try to socialize

 

[gravegoth]

I don't think you know what a bad day is

"well sir youve never been a 13 year old girl.."
(im referencing that one show)

 

[gravegoth]

its okay we all do that

just ascend

im tryinf ):
maybe when i ascend and become actually pretty people will wanr me

 

[gravegoth]

im tired of holding onto my pillows and sobbing every night ):

 

[drchad]

im tired of holding onto my pillows and sobbing every night ):

No offense how ugly are u ? Whats ur real rating i thought u where HMTB im geussing thats a troll

 

[Deleted Member 69535]

im tryinf ):
maybe when i ascend and become actually pretty people will wanr me

arent you 15?

relax ur still a kid, please enjoy your younger years dont take them for granted

i wish i was 15 again, if you improve younger, youll be happier for longer

 

[gravegoth]

it maks me sad how people act like the BP community is toxic n stuff when you guys are all i have ):
you guys are the only people who care at all about my dumb rambles and tips

I love you all so much thank you genuinely for being here for me you guys are my best friends ):

 

[gravegoth]

No offense how ugly are u ? Whats ur real rating i thought u where HMTB im geussing thats a troll

ive been rated hmtb by 4 ppl

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

I don't know. I just need to talk. The reason this is prefix with rage is That's the closest I can get to this, but I'm just deeply sad.

i just want to be held, im genuinely so lonely and sad in real life. Sometimes it feels like this forum is all I have to feel normal and have a decent social life. i just want someone to care about me, i just want to be held and loved. ):

This isn't even anger at this point this is just resignation and sadness idk

I just need to get it off my chest. Ignore this, please.

Nun wrong with using the forum as a means to have a social life. Just learn how to socialise while you’re here, rotting is never good in the long run

I don’t rlly know your situation but life does get better

 

[gravegoth]

arent you 15?

relax ur still a kid, please enjoy your younger years dont take them for granted

i wish i was 15 again, if you improve younger, youll be happier for longer

):

 

[Sup]

it maks me sad how people act like the BP community is toxic n stuff when you guys are all i have ):
you guys are the only people who care at all about my dumb rambles and tips

I love you all so much thank you genuinely for being here for me you guys are my best friends ):

 

[drchad]

ive been rated hmtb by 4 ppl

So ur not even fucking ugly what are u talking about stop being a mentalcel socialize and live a good life even if u were lmtb u can girls have it alot easier

 

[gravegoth]

So ur not even fucking ugly what are u talking about stop being a mentalcel socialize and live a good life even if u were lmtb u can girls have it alot easier

i know but i feel ugly, i have really bad facial and body dysmorphia and i just wanr people to like me ): i see ascending as more of "when im pretty people will like me" not "when im pretty ill ne aesthetically pretty"

 

[drchad]

i know but i feel ugly, i have really bad facial and body dysmorphia and i just wanr people to like me ): i see ascending as more of "when im pretty people will like me" not "when im pretty ill ne aesthetically pretty"

If u dont mind let me see ill be honest maybe itll make u realize ur a mentalcel

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

So ur not even fucking ugly what are u talking about stop being a mentalcel socialize and live a good life even if u were lmtb u can girls have it alot easier

Bro high mtb is hot to 99% of guys even if she was ltb she’d have a decent social life

 

[drchad]

i know but i feel ugly, i have really bad facial and body dysmorphia and i just wanr people to like me ): i see ascending as more of "when im pretty people will like me" not "when im pretty ill ne aesthetically pretty"

Just low confidence honestly work on it everyday or itll js get worse

 

[gravegoth]

If u dont mind let me see ill be honest maybe itll make u realize ur a mentalcel

its bad

my discord is @rottenarlo ill sned a picture if you want

 

[gravegoth]

Bro high mtb is hot to 99% of guys even if she was ltb she’d have a decent social life

im not trying to ascend for guys, its for myself

 

[drchad]

Bro high mtb is hot to 99% of guys even if she was ltb she’d have a decent social life

exactly lmtb+ and ur set

its bad

my discord is @rottenarlo ill sned a picture if you want

alright ill send a request

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

im not trying to ascend for guys, its for myself

You must be ND in some sort of way then. Learn social skills through reading and practice

 

[Randomized Shame]

Sounds like you're struggling with a mental illness of some kind. Anyone can learn the blackpill ideology and agree with it, but we don't really treat or reassure mental illness like that here. As in your issue and struggle might not align with the other members on the site.

With that being said, you're young. You should look into starting therapy. You're welcomed here and we're glad you're here, but us being your only venting outlet is not good. We're not equipped to handle specific issues like yours.

 

[gravegoth]

i am, mean Neurodivergent yeah I'm on the autism spectrum.. uh please don't be mean about it. I'm pretty insecure about it.

 

[gravegoth]

Sounds like you're struggling with a mental illness of some kind. Anyone can learn the blackpill ideology and agree with it, but we don't really treat or reassure mental illness like that here. As in your issue and struggle might not align with the other members on the site.

With that being said, you're young. You should look into seeking therapy. You're welcomed here and we're glad you're here, but us being your only venting outlet is not good. We're not equipped to handle specific issues like yours.

hi random

I am in multiple types of therapy and I do struggle with some mental health stuff <3
I'm just horrible with social stuff so I don't have a lot of other people

 

[Randomized Shame]

hi random

I am in multiple types of therapy and I do struggle with some mental health stuff <3
I'm just horrible with social stuff so I don't have a lot of other people

A lot of people here struggle socially. Have you spoken to your therapist(s) about a desire to socialize more but struggling to do so?

 

[Deleted Member 62079]

i am, mean Neurodivergent yeah I'm on the autism spectrum.. uh please don't be mean about it. I'm pretty insecure about it.

Most of us are neurodivergent too it’s fine

 

[Jeezy]

I don't know. I just need to talk. The reason this is prefix with rage is That's the closest I can get to this, but I'm just deeply sad.

i just want to be held, im genuinely so lonely and sad in real life. Sometimes it feels like this forum is all I have to feel normal and have a decent social life. i just want someone to care about me, i just want to be held and loved. ):

This isn't even anger at this point this is just resignation and sadness idk

I just need to get it off my chest. Ignore this, please.

I understand all of this but you told several of us to kill ourselves. Mistakes are valid as humans but you can't just do that and then expect sympathy

 

[Deleted Member 71100]

i am, mean Neurodivergent yeah I'm on the autism spectrum.. uh please don't be mean about it. I'm pretty insecure about it.

Dw most people here are nd

 

[gravegoth]

I understand all of this but you told several of us to kill ourselves. Mistakes are valid as humans but you can't just do that and then expect sympathy

i've apologized, i had a split as i have bpd, i dont know what more you want

 

[Jeezy]

i've apologized, i had a split as i have bpd, i dont know what more you want

I have BPD diagnosed too, you don't see me acting to that extent

 

[gravegoth]

I have BPD diagnosed too, you don't see me acting to that extent

untreated bpd in a 15 year old girl after being antagonized for a good week and a half and sent death, doxx, and r**e threats, gore, and child porn is different then your 'extent'.

you would feel burnt out and disgusting after all that.

 

[Deleted Member 71100]

I have BPD diagnosed too, you don't see me acting to that extent

Wrong time to talk about this

 

[gravegoth]

Wrong time to talk about this

this ^

 

[Jeezy]

untreated bpd in a 15 year old girl after being antagonized for a good week and a half and sent death, doxx, and r**e threats, gore, and child porn is different then your 'extent'.

you would feel burnt out and disgusting after all that.

Yet you are trying to make excuses for your behavior. BPD is an explanation for your behavior, not an excuse. You're telling me users here sent you all of those things? Did you report them? CP is an immediate no-no and needs to be reported + sent to the proper authorities.