idk what to do rn

[sawyer.]

i just feel kinda hopeless cause i want to take hgh to get taller cause i feel short and be more attractive but 50 differetn things stop me from doing so.
I feel like i capped at my looks at hmtn and i cant do anything else but im still stuck in this bp bs witout any hobbies execpt the gym.
so every night i just feel like this and kinda lost/hopeless idk how to explain it.
if anyone understand and has advice lmk

 

[Deleted Member 65979]

Just stop being a pussy nothing ever happens side effects are fake

 

[Quncho]

i just feel kinda hopeless cause i want to take hgh to get taller cause i feel short and be more attractive but 50 differetn things stop me from doing so.
I feel like i capped at my looks at hmtn and i cant do anything else but im still stuck in this bp bs witout any hobbies execpt the gym.
so every night i just feel like this and kinda lost/hopeless idk how to explain it.
if anyone understand and has advice lmk

Feel this fr. Idk if you play sports but when I ever I don't feel like I'm making progress and I'm just kind of sad and nothin to do, I go out to basketball court near me and play some basketball in the night.

Vanity will tear us down man. It's important not to let the idea of looksmaxxing ruin our lives. Wish you the best.

 

[sawyer.]

Feel this fr. Idk if you play sports but when I ever I don't feel like I'm making progress and I'm just kind of sad and nothin to do, I go out to basketball court near me and play some basketball in the night.

Vanity will tear us down man. It's important not to let the idea of looksmaxxing ruin our lives. Wish you the best.

yeah about that i quit my sport for several big reaosons a few months ago so i cant do that i cant really do anything besides doom scroll which makes it worse cause all the bp edits

 

[Quncho]

yeah about that i quit my sport for several big reaosons a few months ago so i cant do that i cant really do anything besides doom scroll which makes it worse cause all the bp edits

Just put on some good music and sit outside in the dark and listen. I like doing that.

 

[sawyer.]

Just put on some good music and sit outside in the dark and listen. I like doing that.

ok ill try it my moms gonna think im trying to buy drugs or soemthing tho

 

[ricecelthegoat]

i just feel kinda hopeless cause i want to take hgh to get taller cause i feel short and be more attractive but 50 differetn things stop me from doing so.
I feel like i capped at my looks at hmtn and i cant do anything else but im still stuck in this bp bs witout any hobbies execpt the gym.
so every night i just feel like this and kinda lost/hopeless idk how to explain it.
if anyone understand and has advice lmk

You need to start finding purpose outside of BP. BP is a bad thing to worship, as it relies purely on looks which is out of your control and determined mainly by genetics.

For me I found my passion in music and playing an instrument as well as locking in for college applications. I would advise you find some sort of ambition and start pursuing that. Start thinking about your life, five, ten, twenty years from now, what is it you want to do? Where do you want to be? Who do you want to be with?

Best of luck to you brother, stay strong.

 

[sawyer.]

You need to start finding purpose outside of BP. BP is a bad thing to worship, as it relies purely on looks which is out of your control and determined mainly by genetics.

For me I found my passion in music and playing an instrument as well as locking in for college applications. I would advise you find some sort of ambition and start pursuing that. Start thinking about your life, five, ten, twenty years from now, what is it you want to do? Where do you want to be? Who do you want to be with?

Best of luck to you brother, stay strong.

i realized this but i cant find anything outisde of bp everything reminds me of it. even the gym. idk ill keep looking tho thaks

 

[ricecelthegoat]

i realized this but i cant find anything outisde of bp everything reminds me of it. even the gym. idk ill keep looking tho thaks

I was the same, don't worry about it. Not a day went by when I didn't hyperanalyze my height to every single person I encountered, even literal toddlers and preschoolers, JFL. Time and patience will heal you.

I would say for right now, you should be getting off these types of BP forums. There are a lot of hardcore BPers on sites like .com, .org, and even the looksmaxxing discord server that will only further validate your negative thoughts about BP. Also, try and hang around more normies and even girls if your looks permit you to do so. You said you're HMTN, so you should have no problem talking to girls. This will help you with being more NT and motivate you to form and strengthen relationships with people in real life.

If you feel empty, honestly, great. Matter of fact, you should continue to empty yourself, including all the negative BP thoughts. If you want to change yourself, emptiness is the best way to be, it's easier to fill yourself up that way.

 

[sawyer.]

I was the same, don't worry about it. Not a day went by when I didn't hyperanalyze my height to every single person I encountered, even literal toddlers and preschoolers, JFL. Time and patience will heal you.

I would say for right now, you should be getting off these types of BP forums. There are a lot of hardcore BPers on sites like .com, .org, and even the looksmaxxing discord server that will only further validate your negative thoughts about BP. Also, try and hang around more normies and even girls if your looks permit you to do so. You said you're HMTN, so you should have no problem talking to girls. This will help you with being more NT and motivate you to form and strengthen relationships with people in real life.

If you feel empty, honestly, great. Matter of fact, you should continue to empty yourself, including all the negative BP thoughts. If you want to change yourself, emptiness is the best way to be, it's easier to fill yourself up that way.

yeah when im with my irl freinds i live tlaking to girls and hanging out with them tbh most them are pretyy easy at my age too

 

[ricecelthegoat]

yeah when im with my irl freinds i live tlaking to girls and hanging out with them tbh most them are pretyy easy at my age too

Continue doing that. That's your number one therapy right now. Relationships.

Also, try and form deeper bonds with the people you already know. A true friend is worth more than a thousand "homies" who you dap up in school but don't connect with outside of school.

 

[sawyer.]

Continue doing that. That's your number one therapy right now. Relationships.

Also, try and form deeper bonds with the people you already know. A true friend is worth more than a thousand "homies" who you dap up in school but don't connect with outside of school.

nah that 2nd line is so true bro none of my school freidns i see outside of school execpt at gatherings. also most my relantionships end because i just dont have feelings for the other person anymore idk why its usaully after a couple weeks

 

[ricecelthegoat]

nah that 2nd line is so true bro none of my school freidns i see outside of school execpt at gatherings. also most my relantionships end because i just dont have feelings for the other person anymore idk why its usaully after a couple weeks

For sure. I will say, tho it doesn't matter how often you see them. Despite mostly talking with them online via chat or video call, I effortlessly click with some people. Just try and find those people, no matter how far they live, and always maintain a connection with them.

 

[Wilk]

i just feel kinda hopeless cause i want to take hgh to get taller cause i feel short and be more attractive but 50 differetn things stop me from doing so.
I feel like i capped at my looks at hmtn and i cant do anything else but im still stuck in this bp bs witout any hobbies execpt the gym.
so every night i just feel like this and kinda lost/hopeless idk how to explain it.
if anyone understand and has advice lmk

Make a plan to get rich. And then height surgery max

 

[sawyer.]

Make a plan to get rich. And then height surgery max

or blast hgh and if my mom finds out say I’ll kms if I can’t take it

 

[ricecelthegoat]

or blast hgh and if my mom finds out say I’ll kms if I can’t take it

How tall are you anyway and how old?

 

[sawyer.]

How tall are you anyway and how old?

5'10 15 im prob gonna do test and ai and keep it secret

 

[ricecelthegoat]

5'10 15 im prob gonna do test and ai and keep it secret

I would give anything to be your height, just know that. 5'10 is not a bad height at all.

I'm 5'6 for reference, and I'm talking to a girl right now. She's not a Stacy or anything, but she's kind and makes me laugh, so just know it's not over for you.

At 15, you could do HGH and AI if you wanted to. I have no experience in that regard, nor am I going to convince you to do it or not, it's your choice. Just understand the risks and know what you're doing.

 

[sawyer.]

I would give anything to be your height, just know that. 5'10 is not a bad height at all.

I'm 5'6 for reference, and I'm talking to a girl right now. She's not a Stacy or anything, but she's kind and makes me laugh, so just know it's not over for you.

At 15, you could do HGH and AI if you wanted to. I have no experience in that regard, nor am I going to convince you to do it or not, it's your choice. Just understand the risks and know what you're doing.

I can’t do hgh but might do test and ai

 

[Gamechanger]

i just feel kinda hopeless cause i want to take hgh to get taller cause i feel short and be more attractive but 50 differetn things stop me from doing so.
I feel like i capped at my looks at hmtn and i cant do anything else but im still stuck in this bp bs witout any hobbies execpt the gym.
so every night i just feel like this and kinda lost/hopeless idk how to explain it.
if anyone understand and has advice lmk

Regarding the "The gym is my only hobby" part:
I have been at this exact point for two years and it is horrible. You either sit bored in school, train or waste time on social media etc. Try a detox and start reading books. They don't need to be helpful, educating or anything, aslong as the keep you entertained. The amount of knowledge books gave me is insane. Try out new stuff, you'd never even consider enjoyable. If you get an offer to do a shitty thing that sucks for sure (f.e. repairing a shed or smth) then take it. You'll always come out wiser and as a more grown person. I started saying yes to everything half a year ago and I experienced so many interesting things.
Height and looks DO MATTER but there is more to live. Plenty of even smaller people with worse looks and less money live a far more exciting live than chads who only care about their looks.

 

[Gamechanger]

I can’t do hgh but might do test and ai

Test would actually stunt your growth drastically because a density in ng/dl closes up your growth plates. For the body it's a sign you are "fully grown" and therefore you stop growing.

 

[ricecelthegoat]

I can’t do hgh but might do test and ai

Test wouldn't do anything for height, in fact I think it makes you shorter as the guy above said.

 

[ricecelthegoat]

Height and looks DO MATTER but there is more to live. Plenty of even smaller people with worse looks and less money live a far more exciting live than chads who only care about their looks

I agree well said.

If you don't know what you wanna do in life, a good start is to grind on your studies and get into the top college for your country.

 

[Gamechanger]

Another advice on what to do with your life:
I really struggled with what to do in the future. School was incredible boring to me and most of it seemed meaningless, so why bother learning it in the first place, right? I skipped school for a day, but not to stay in bed and spend the time with being lazy and doomscrolling. Instead I went into a public library, pulled my notebook out and opened Word. I asked myself what I want in life, and what I want to avoid at all cost. Then I asked ChatGPT to give me a blue print for a life and career plan. I planned my life out, as if I could completely customize it. I left some space for future adjustments. From this day on, studying suddenly seemed meaningful to achieve my goals and fullfill my purpose. It gave me so much drive, energy and motivation to actually do something productive. Breaking down these big goals, that almost seem impossible to achieve for a normal human being was life changing for me. I was literally filled with passion doing the same plane things, I deemed boring and superflous before. This day saved my life.

 

[sawyer.]

Regarding the "The gym is my only hobby" part:
I have been at this exact point for two years and it is horrible. You either sit bored in school, train or waste time on social media etc. Try a detox and start reading books. They don't need to be helpful, educating or anything, aslong as the keep you entertained. The amount of knowledge books gave me is insane. Try out new stuff, you'd never even consider enjoyable. If you get an offer to do a shitty thing that sucks for sure (f.e. repairing a shed or smth) then take it. You'll always come out wiser and as a more grown person. I started saying yes to everything half a year ago and I experienced so many interesting things.
Height and looks DO MATTER but there is more to live. Plenty of even smaller people with worse looks and less money live a far more exciting live than chads who only care about their looks.

alr bro, i will take this advice but about the book i cant physically read a whole book beacuse i dont get any satfiaction and enjoyment from them

 

[ricecelthegoat]

From this day on, studying suddenly seemed meaningful to achieve my goals and fullfill my purpose. It gave me so much drive, energy and motivation to actually do something productive.

For me it was just a raging ambition when I realized the people I hung out with IRL were losers. I was like, in ten years i'm gonna end up like them.

By losers I meant typical normies. Chasing foids, acting like they're hot stuff, making fun of other people.

 

[Gamechanger]

alr bro, i will take this advice but about the book i cant physically read a whole book beacuse i dont get any satfiaction and enjoyment from them

You could try a dopamine detox or start small with reading Manhwas or Comic books

 

[ricecelthegoat]

You could try a dopamine detox or start small with reading Manhwas or Comic books

I second this. Unironically reading manga like beserk, vinland saga and suck help me read more complicated books and stop rotting on insta.

 

[Gamechanger]

I second this. Unironically reading manga like beserk, vinland saga and suck help me read more complicated books and stop rotting on insta.

Exactly!