Idk why im so upset today

[RottingCarrie]

I sent my bf like 30 messages crying about how I wish I had a better childhood and I hope my kids have a better life than me

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

hope he leaves u

 

[selank]

Periods ?

 

[dove]

don’t be sad it’s the holidays

 

[RottingCarrie]

hope he leaves u

If he does im not joking or anything I 100% will find a way to kill myself my parents sold the pistol and a shot gun isn't rlly the most usable thing for suicide so I honestly might od on my moms meds or use my exacto knife and cut a specific spot on my forearm rlly deep. It will make me bleed out extremly quickly and ill prob be dead. A guy on SS also told be about a drowning method with almost an 100% success rate and normally ppl wont link it to suicide so no one would even know thats how I went. I've actually thought a out the last one alot and if I do kill myself I would use it

 

[KittyBreath]

I sent my bf like 30 messages crying about how I wish I had a better childhood and I hope my kids have a better life than me

its ok lil n***a i believe you will leave behind a better life for your children lil n***a

 

[KittyBreath]

If he does im not joking or anything I 100% will find a way to kill myself my parents sold the pistol and a shot gun isn't rlly the most usable thing for suicide so I honestly might od on my moms meds or use my exacto knife and cut a specific spot on my forearm rlly deep. It will make me bleed out extremly quickly and ill prob be dead. A guy on SS also told be about a drowning method with almost an 100% success rate and normally ppl wont link it to suicide so no one would even know thats how I went. I've actually thought a out the last one alot and if I do kill myself I would use it

do not drown it is very painful or anything with suffucation or hanging that hurts alot and do not od that also hurts alot

 

[RottingCarrie]

its ok lil n***a i believe you will leave behind a better life for your children lil n***a

The issue is alot of is based on money and looks not in a "Oh they won't get a partner" way but I was starving as a kid and my 4th grade teacher was the only person who ever tried to help me. She gave me a pair of boots and leftovers from breakfast

 

[RottingCarrie]

do not drown it is very painful or anything with suffucation or hanging that hurts alot and do not od that also hurts alot

The drowning method im talking about actually would make me pass out in less than a minute the rest of the time ill unconsois until death

 

[KittyBreath]

The drowning method im talking about actually would make me pass out in less than a minute the rest of the time ill unconsois until death

very smart

 

[KittyBreath]

The issue is alot of is based on money and looks not in a "Oh they won't get a partner" way but I was starving as a kid and my 4th grade teacher was the only person who ever tried to help me. She gave me a pair of boots and leftovers from breakfast

its ok things will be better from now on

 

[kissmyaxe]

If he does im not joking or anything I 100% will find a way to kill myself my parents sold the pistol and a shot gun isn't rlly the most usable thing for suicide so I honestly might od on my moms meds or use my exacto knife and cut a specific spot on my forearm rlly deep. It will make me bleed out extremly quickly and ill prob be dead. A guy on SS also told be about a drowning method with almost an 100% success rate and normally ppl wont link it to suicide so no one would even know thats how I went. I've actually thought a out the last one alot and if I do kill myself I would use it

holy toxic

 

[RottingCarrie]

holy toxic

He doesnt use this forum anymore and I have never and will never tell him about this. Even when I do it I will make sure unless he actively looks for this info he woll never know

 

[KittyBreath]

He doesnt use this forum anymore and I have never and will never tell him about this. Even when I do it I will make sure unless he actively looks for this info he woll never know

i knew i remember someone named n9wiff here

 

[zombiebeatz2006]

Oh you already back

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

Oh come on carrie, why are you so caught up on your childhood

 

[ShitUsername]

beacuse kaligula is banned

 

[vespertine]

your boyfriend doesn't mind you being trans? mirin

 

[RottingCarrie]

Oh you already back

Wait when did i leave?

 

[RottingCarrie]

beacuse kaligula is banned

Actually prob has a small part cuz him and @Almighty Sigma Wolf honestly make my day better

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

Actually prob has a small part cuz him and @Almighty Sigma Wolf honestly make my day better

 

[RottingCarrie]

Actually prob has a small part cuz him and @Almighty Sigma Wolf honestly make my day better

@Nbernical unban kali and save a life

 

[ShitUsername]

@Nbernical unban kali and save a life

@Nbernical unban kali and save a life

ong kali ban is not that serious

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

Had to triple check I read that right
I definitely did

 

[RottingCarrie]

ong kali ban is not that serious

If i do it ill do whether or not he gets unbanned its just kinda funny