I'm glad you agree, it's rare to find like-minded people. And yes, I know what it's like to grieve so I don't want to be the cause of that myself. And you're right, I should have added that the parental figures need to be proper, and not abusive.
It's uh, I'm a dateless 29 year old KHHV truecel (means I'm hideous), but at the same time I can't fall in love. I pretty much lost interest in women, and even if I were to find a woman, in my circles they all want to have children so it's a bad idea, staying alone is probably the best option. It's a sacrifice I'm willing to make. Besides, I'm used to being alone anyway.
I'm glad you like my profile picture. To me,. Tokyo Revengers is absolutely beautiful, I don't want to give any spoilers but the underlying idea behind it; it just moves me. I mean, what's not to love about a guy who's desperately trying to make things right. I understand not everyone feels the same way but that's ok. I loved it, it's one of my favorite anime (I don't really watch a lot of anime).
Apologies for the yapping lol.