Rage I'll come to regret posting this

[Archelaus]

I feel like that one scene in deathnote where light yells out for misa in his last moments. My whole life is crumbling and the one person i thought i could rely on, and was always available for me, now isn't there the moment i need them the most. Whatever, I'll just get more detached and probably soon disassociate if it gets too stressful, hopefully.

 

[Mandy?]

Haven’t watched death note since 2023,almost forget everything but the end.

 

[dipenhydramine]

lil corny but igu boss dw

 

[Deleted Member 60441]

What happened

 

[over0]

Emotion slave tbh

 

[Archelaus]

lil corny but igu boss dw

I guess the reference yeah, but i do actually mean what i said

 

[Archelaus]

What happened

It's worse that I can't even talk about it here, not even with people around the globe or even close friends. The one person i could talk to this about isn't here.

 

[bigdickcel1]

Spoiler

 

[dipenhydramine]

I guess the reference yeah, but i do actually mean what i said

shit always gets better u just gotta force it

wont ever be happy if you sit idly and wait

worshipping the material world doesnt help either

 

[bunny2]

I feel like that one scene in deathnote where light yells out for misa in his last moments.

peak reference

 

[Archelaus]

shit always gets better u just gotta force it

wont ever be happy if you sit idly and wait

worshipping the material world doesnt help either

well, i already plan to try and fix the situation in the next few days if i can. i just need to process it yet. Hard to make a decision when i was know how it'll be met

 

[Mandy?]

Emotion slave tbh

The slave inhibits emotions because he has a feeling he needs to supress them to appeal to others,real ones always cry

 

[Archelaus]

peak reference

I remembered it when i dmed them, made me reflect on how they were always there until the very moment i needed them

 

[over0]

The slave inhibits emotions because he has a feeling he needs to supress them to appeal to others,real ones always cry

You don't suppress emotions but you don't let them control you

 

[Mandy?]

You don't suppress emotions but you don't let them control you

Emotion rules us all

 

[over0]

Emotion rules us all

Stoicism is very real

 

[Archelaus]

The slave inhibits emotions because he has a feeling he needs to supress them to appeal to others,real ones always cry

I don't feel like i need to appeal to anyone because right now I'm alone so i should let everything out , but I can't cry either, i tried to force it hoping if it starts it'll belp but i just feel my throat tighten

 

[Mandy?]

Stoicism is very real

Only in limited extend would a stoic be stoic to his mom who he loved his whole life?

 

[Archelaus]

I feel like that one scene in deathnote where light yells out for misa in his last moments. My whole life is crumbling and the one person i thought i could rely on, and was always available for me, now isn't there the moment i need them the most. Whatever, I'll just get more detached and probably soon disassociate if it gets too stressful, hopefully.

This thread is at 10 minutes almost, they die around that time. feels abit better writing about this. hopefully it just gets better