Ill never be 18 again... ill never be on vacation in euripd

[its0ver]

Here's my life story. I used to hang out with these preppy hs kids when I graduated high-school in the city. I wanted be like zyzz.
I got ripped in 3 weeks doing MMA gym.

I had abs. But I had these scars on my chest, so I got tattoos of a diamond each black pitch black. After it looked like moles...

So I could never be myself again.

I went to southern Europe on vacation.

I was having panic attacks due to tattoos. God didn't help. (I was pagan then)
I met up with my cousin in Greece and his friends. I remember how I just wanted to be in the moment and feel like I was ZYZZ.
And walk shirtless and be the man.

I couldnt do it. I couldn't because my OCD and those two big diamond shaped pitch black tattoos I got.

I remember first night we walked to town center to meet girls all of us. They knew beautiful girls.

We were all teens. I remember walking doing zyzz poses feeling like the man. I couldn't wait to go back to America and be with my American zyzz crew too.

Well I blew it with gorgeous girls. It's over for me. Now I'm old asf qnd it's over. Pls kill me

Its as if God made this world as a simulation. And purposely gave me bad luck.

I hope He fixes it. I can't stop looking back. I'm now over 100lb overweight.

 

[Deleted Member 38053]

u had panic attacks because u got a tattoo????

 

[its0ver]

u had panic attacks because u got a tattoo????

They ruined my physique. I had this entire plan landed up.

I'd get abs (I did) I'd go to Europe on vacation. Hang out with ppl. Pose like zyzz shirtless. Go go beach. Look like a warrior from my video game.

The black tattoos ruined my physique. My shreds didn't look as dark anymore in contrast

I had two moles ..

 

[buzz]

u had panic attacks because u got a tattoo????

Lol this is copypasta fs