Im 14, How can i improve myself?

[dzielniTsar]

I never was self conscious of my looks till one of my classmates pointed out my jawline when i was in 7th grade. Since that, i became really self conscious of my looks, especially the fact that i’m pretty skinny. My whole life i was judged because of that. Honestly, i did not try new foods. Every new food i ate tasted horribly, and especially the texture was throwing me off. i believe the reason for that is because when i was 4-5, a huge carousel hit me in my teeth, shoving them into flesh. It made me suck food through tubes for a while. The dislocation of my teeth made my tongue naturally sit on the roof of my mouth. (i don’t know if that matters anyhow.)


Im 5’7. Im eating pretty well now, and im waiting when my mom will take me to endocrinologist to see if my growth plates are wide, if they aren’t even closed yet. I told my mom how self conscious i was about my height, and she offered me to try a heightmaxxing ration dragee for 3 months. (i agreed no hesitation.)


My orbital infras are pretty recessed, and that is making my big nose already appear larger. Its making my maxilla look recessed since the tip of my nose is tilting downwards. Its not wide, so i think a surgery could help it.


Idk about infras tho, i think that the creams and stuff are genuinely cope. Bonesmashing tho? I haven’t bonesmashed yet. im still kind of worrying about hitting the nerves. Plus, my house is not big, and if anyone notices me beating the shit out of my face with a hammer, it will not be great. i dont even know if bonesmashing works. i did a research, but does these researches about bone healing really apply to a skull? i mean, swelling sure, but how can u really permanently grow ur bones with damage and also make it so they appear natural and dont grow into other directions.
I hope to get suggestions.

 

[Recai]

im imagining

 

[███]

they say a picture says a thousand words.... i wonder why they say that

 

[Luffy]

Chad potential my man I can see it

 

[XWJJ]

Is your face an abstract concept that can only be put into words post a photo n***a

 

[dzielniTsar]

Is your face an abstract concept that can only be put into words post a photo n***a

sure im kinda not home rn ill post it when i get there

 

[XWJJ]

sure im kinda not home rn ill post it when i get there

No pressure, just from the description I would eat more, do usual softmaxxes, and build good habits

 

[dzielniTsar]

No pressure, just from the description I would eat more, do usual softmaxxes, and build good habits

Alright thanks man, ppreciate it!

 

[HolyHair5000]

I never was self conscious of my looks till one of my classmates pointed out my jawline when i was in 7th grade. Since that, i became really self conscious of my looks, especially the fact that i’m pretty skinny. My whole life i was judged because of that. Honestly, i did not try new foods. Every new food i ate tasted horribly, and especially the texture was throwing me off. i believe the reason for that is because when i was 4-5, a huge carousel hit me in my teeth, shoving them into flesh. It made me suck food through tubes for a while. The dislocation of my teeth made my tongue naturally sit on the roof of my mouth. (i don’t know if that matters anyhow.)


Im 5’7. Im eating pretty well now, and im waiting when my mom will take me to endocrinologist to see if my growth plates are wide, if they aren’t even closed yet. I told my mom how self conscious i was about my height, and she offered me to try a heightmaxxing ration dragee for 3 months. (i agreed no hesitation.)


My orbital infras are pretty recessed, and that is making my big nose already appear larger. Its making my maxilla look recessed since the tip of my nose is tilting downwards. Its not wide, so i think a surgery could help it.


Idk about infras tho, i think that the creams and stuff are genuinely cope. Bonesmashing tho? I haven’t bonesmashed yet. im still kind of worrying about hitting the nerves. Plus, my house is not big, and if anyone notices me beating the shit out of my face with a hammer, it will not be great. i dont even know if bonesmashing works. i did a research, but does these researches about bone healing really apply to a skull? i mean, swelling sure, but how can u really permanently grow ur bones with damage and also make it so they appear natural and dont grow into other directions.
I hope to get suggestions.

yo i’m also 14 if you want me to give a priv rating i can help u out g