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It's only getting harder to track
I don't consciously do it, but if a conversation gets dry, or if my life gets boring, i'll just start making stuff up, and it always comes back to bite me in the ass when they bring the lie up again in the future like "oh yeah remember when that happened to you orka?" and I just genuinely dont.
It's getting worse and eventually I'll compulsively lie about something huge.
I'm not able to share one of the lies that I'm living with, but it is literally controlling my life, I've practically convinced myself that it's true by now.
I've tried therapy but they snitch really quickly.
If I had to credit this to something I'd say it was intense attention seeking in 2021~, and getting away with lies was so addictive it was like I could reshape my own life in the eyes of others.
fucking over for us, if I ever get into an ltr i'll be conflicted as to whether or not I should let my partner know that the lie i'm living with is a lie or not
i'm not sure what I gain by posting about this tbh, @Starlet @Nbernical @Blackpillirony @PingPong @TonyDr
I don't consciously do it, but if a conversation gets dry, or if my life gets boring, i'll just start making stuff up, and it always comes back to bite me in the ass when they bring the lie up again in the future like "oh yeah remember when that happened to you orka?" and I just genuinely dont.
It's getting worse and eventually I'll compulsively lie about something huge.
I'm not able to share one of the lies that I'm living with, but it is literally controlling my life, I've practically convinced myself that it's true by now.
I've tried therapy but they snitch really quickly.
If I had to credit this to something I'd say it was intense attention seeking in 2021~, and getting away with lies was so addictive it was like I could reshape my own life in the eyes of others.
fucking over for us, if I ever get into an ltr i'll be conflicted as to whether or not I should let my partner know that the lie i'm living with is a lie or not
i'm not sure what I gain by posting about this tbh, @Starlet @Nbernical @Blackpillirony @PingPong @TonyDr