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This is probably my lowest low yet. I haven't left my room in 3 days. I've cried more in these past days than in the last 2 years combined. I have my finals on Monday and I haven't studied a minute. I can't stop thinking about how different my life could be if I was better looking.
There are boys my age with wife and children out there and I've accomplished nothing. Every day I'm expiring more. It's actually over, I can't stop feeling like shit.
I don't want to hop on roids, because I'm terrified of death, but I see no other way. Continuing my life like this is hell.
There are boys my age with wife and children out there and I've accomplished nothing. Every day I'm expiring more. It's actually over, I can't stop feeling like shit.
I don't want to hop on roids, because I'm terrified of death, but I see no other way. Continuing my life like this is hell.