im barely 51 (backwards) and my life is already going to shit

[aryanblood1488]

Not to long ago I had gotten in deep shit with both of my parents because 2 people with burner phone numbers somehow got ahold of my moms cell and texted them a bunch of shit they had on me, and stuff that i had been doing. They texted my mom screenshots of my instagram page (im not allowed to have any socials at all) texted them screenshots of messages i had with girls and bs like that, and told her i was sneaking out, drinking, smoking and stealing cars and going on joyrides with friends. Im now homeschooled and stripped of my freedom and privelages i once had, im not allowed to dress the way i want, style my hair the way i want or have my room decorated the way i want, i have no door either. I have no phone or anything and i text friends off my xbox (instagram on web) and occasionally sneak onto my dads workphone to go onto instagram. Im not allowed at my moms anymore and i stay full time with my dad (can it get any worse than this?? ps i hate my dad) . I have to wake up at 7am everyday and im also expected to be in bed by 8:30 shit is strict and horrid. The final cherry on top... im enrolled in a mini bootcamp program funded by my local police department and its a very strict "scared straight" program for 16 weeks. (just on saturdays tho so 16 saturdays). The golden question is... what the hell do i do? and what can i do to make shit better,ive genuinely hit rock bottom and nothing will ever be good again. I need help this sucks. (is it over?)

 

[Nobodyreallycares]

Not to long ago I had gotten in deep shit with both of my parents because 2 people with burner phone numbers somehow got ahold of my moms cell and texted them a bunch of shit they had on me, and stuff that i had been doing. They texted my mom screenshots of my instagram page (im not allowed to have any socials at all) texted them screenshots of messages i had with girls and bs like that, and told her i was sneaking out, drinking, smoking and stealing cars and going on joyrides with friends. Im now homeschooled and stripped of my freedom and privelages i once had, im not allowed to dress the way i want, style my hair the way i want or have my room decorated the way i want, i have no door either. I have no phone or anything and i text friends off my xbox (instagram on web) and occasionally sneak onto my dads workphone to go onto instagram. Im not allowed at my moms anymore and i stay full time with my dad (can it get any worse than this?? ps i hate my dad) . I have to wake up at 7am everyday and im also expected to be in bed by 8:30 shit is strict and horrid. The final cherry on top... im enrolled in a mini bootcamp program funded by my local police department and its a very strict "scared straight" program for 16 weeks. (just on saturdays tho so 16 saturdays). The golden question is... what the hell do i do? and what can i do to make shit better,ive genuinely hit rock bottom and nothing will ever be good again. I need help this sucks. (is it over?)

Try to get a job so you can move out as soon as your 18

 

[aryanblood1488]

my parents wont even let me out of the house or get a permit to get a job :/ do i js suffer till im 18 ??

 

[Nobodyreallycares]

my parents wont even let me out of the house or get a permit to get a job :/ do i js suffer till im 18 ??

Tell a school teacher that your depressed or something because your parents or something

 

[aryanblood1488]

Tell a school teacher that your depressed or something because your parents or something

i suppose i could do that. Thx.

 

[Zygos]

Tell a school teacher that your depressed or something because your parents or something

n***a said he’s homeschooled

 

[Nobodyreallycares]

n***a said he’s homeschooled

Aw damn I forgot

 

[Nobodyreallycares]

Yo Ayo call child services or something your life sucks