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im falling to a black hole of delusion

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The elevator door closed jolting my mind a little "ahh that was it" - I realized. My gaze turned towards you and a small murmur of ehms and uhms came as I pulled on your jacket trying to wake up your dormant expression, an "elevator-state," you could say.

So sudden and unexpected this pull, you turned to investigate slightly confused and a hint of irritation in the air.

My mind trembles.

Oh, this is not the time.

"ehh - n-nothing" - I whisper, barely audible.

Fast look away. Ground. A lot of shoes. Too many shoes.

A kid?

He is clinging to his mother's leg, head turned like an owl.

Me? He looks curious. Confused.

"heh..he," I mumble. Awkward.

The look does not change, the boy is more invested.

I need to hide.

My hand instinctively rises to my mouth. This feels nice. A bit more up. "huuh huu.."

I feel the air coming from my nose, hitting the palm of my hand.

Comfort. Stop? The elevator stopped. So free.

My eyes brighten up, the room's pressure dissipates. I grab your arm and lean forward whilst taking a step

"so i was tellin.."

"This is not our floor." You say promptly.

"uhh, ah yeh?" I whisper.

Slight confusion.

This never happens to me. Odd.

Well. That was a bit... awkward. I look up. Calm. Why am I calm?

The boy?

I look down. He is still looking. He tugs his mother closer.

"Honey, what is it?"

"uhm... i-i.."

Monster.

He has seen... a monster.
 
The elevator door closed jolting my mind a little "ahh that was it" - I realized. My gaze turned towards you and a small murmur of ehms and uhms came as I pulled on your jacket trying to wake up your dormant expression, an "elevator-state," you could say.

So sudden and unexpected this pull, you turned to investigate slightly confused and a hint of irritation in the air.

My mind trembles.

Oh, this is not the time.

"ehh - n-nothing" - I whisper, barely audible.

Fast look away. Ground. A lot of shoes. Too many shoes.

A kid?

He is clinging to his mother's leg, head turned like an owl.

Me? He looks curious. Confused.

"heh..he," I mumble. Awkward.

The look does not change, the boy is more invested.

I need to hide.

My hand instinctively rises to my mouth. This feels nice. A bit more up. "huuh huu.."

I feel the air coming from my nose, hitting the palm of my hand.

Comfort. Stop? The elevator stopped. So free.

My eyes brighten up, the room's pressure dissipates. I grab your arm and lean forward whilst taking a step

"so i was tellin.."

"This is not our floor." You say promptly.

"uhh, ah yeh?" I whisper.

Slight confusion.

This never happens to me. Odd.

Well. That was a bit... awkward. I look up. Calm. Why am I calm?

The boy?

I look down. He is still looking. He tugs his mother closer.

"Honey, what is it?"

"uhm... i-i.."

Monster.

He has seen... a monster.
i read this whole thing. absolute peak my eyes r tearing up.
 

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