Experience I'm going insane reliving the same day over and over

[Deleted Member 88936]

My days are spent desperately attempting to find relief from this torture. But nothing makes me feel ok. Everything either reminds me of how much of a failure I am or makes me feel nothing. It's endless boredom and having nothing to do to ease the pain.

I reach out to people and try to nurture friendships to ease the loneliness, but I can't feel any meaningful connection to anyone no matter how hard I try, no matter how many years it's been, no matter how much we have in common.

I want to find a reason to live, some purpose, and that it wouldn't be something lonely.

 

[583858]

My days are spent desperately attempting to find relief from this torture. But nothing makes me feel ok. Everything either reminds me of how much of a failure I am or makes me feel nothing. It's endless boredom and having nothing to do to ease the pain.

I reach out to people and try to nurture friendships to ease the loneliness, but I can't feel any meaningful connection to anyone no matter how hard I try, no matter how many years it's been, no matter how much we have in common.

I want to find a reason to live, some purpose, and that it wouldn't be something lonely.

same

 

[Xoogster]

f*g