im going to do something bad

[nervous]

I don’t like a single person who im close with.
We share stories and we share laughs or experiences together, but I look into their eyes and see a deep pool of resentment they will never open up about. The question has quickly shifted from “do they hate me” to do I hate them.

I’ve been getting really angry recently. Anger that hums from within my bones and makes me feel weak from hot flashes. The people I care about make little sly remarks and complain about their other friends to me. I’d be a fool to think they aren’t doing the same behind my back. They’ve been distancing themselves recently and using me as a backup option. Jealousy. Lying to my face. Purposely sabotaging me and deflecting whenever I try to have a discussion about it. I don’t trust them at all.

I think I have something wrong with my brain. I have never missed someone in the traditional sense. The second I turn around to leave it’s like they never existed to me. If I get one more suspicion of them disliking me I will genuinely cut every person off and never speak to them again. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult to make an actual connection nowadays. Everything leads to disappointment.

 

[chudlite67]

I don’t like a single person who im close with.
We share stories and we share laughs or experiences together, but I look into their eyes and see a deep pool of resentment they will never open up about. The question has quickly shifted from “do they hate me” to do I hate them.

I’ve been getting really angry recently. Anger that hums from within my bones and makes me feel weak from hot flashes. The people I care about make little sly remarks and complain about their other friends to me. I’d be a fool to think they aren’t doing the same behind my back. They’ve been distancing themselves recently and using me as a backup option. Jealousy. Lying to my face. Purposely sabotaging me and deflecting whenever I try to have a discussion about it. I don’t trust them at all.

I think I have something wrong with my brain. I have never missed someone in the traditional sense. The second I turn around to leave it’s like they never existed to me. If I get one more suspicion of them disliking me I will genuinely cut every person off and never speak to them again. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult to make an actual connection nowadays. Everything leads to disappointment.

yep heh
welcome to the real world bud

 

[nervous]

yep heh
welcome to the real world bud

why should the people who tell me they love me disappoint me the most

 

[knightmaxxer]

WE feel ts twinjamin

 

[AClonedTyrone]

I don’t like a single person who im close with.
We share stories and we share laughs or experiences together, but I look into their eyes and see a deep pool of resentment they will never open up about. The question has quickly shifted from “do they hate me” to do I hate them.

I’ve been getting really angry recently. Anger that hums from within my bones and makes me feel weak from hot flashes. The people I care about make little sly remarks and complain about their other friends to me. I’d be a fool to think they aren’t doing the same behind my back. They’ve been distancing themselves recently and using me as a backup option. Jealousy. Lying to my face. Purposely sabotaging me and deflecting whenever I try to have a discussion about it. I don’t trust them at all.

I think I have something wrong with my brain. I have never missed someone in the traditional sense. The second I turn around to leave it’s like they never existed to me. If I get one more suspicion of them disliking me I will genuinely cut every person off and never speak to them again. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult to make an actual connection nowadays. Everything leads to disappointment.

corny ass 14 year old who listens to too much radio head

 

[Mia]

I don’t like a single person who im close with.
We share stories and we share laughs or experiences together, but I look into their eyes and see a deep pool of resentment they will never open up about. The question has quickly shifted from “do they hate me” to do I hate them.

I’ve been getting really angry recently. Anger that hums from within my bones and makes me feel weak from hot flashes. The people I care about make little sly remarks and complain about their other friends to me. I’d be a fool to think they aren’t doing the same behind my back. They’ve been distancing themselves recently and using me as a backup option. Jealousy. Lying to my face. Purposely sabotaging me and deflecting whenever I try to have a discussion about it. I don’t trust them at all.

I think I have something wrong with my brain. I have never missed someone in the traditional sense. The second I turn around to leave it’s like they never existed to me. If I get one more suspicion of them disliking me I will genuinely cut every person off and never speak to them again. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult to make an actual connection nowadays. Everything leads to disappointment.

majority of my friends from last year were like this. lowkey as soon as you get the chance stopping talking to those people. they just drain the life out of you.

 

[submissivechud]

I don’t like a single person who im close with.
We share stories and we share laughs or experiences together, but I look into their eyes and see a deep pool of resentment they will never open up about. The question has quickly shifted from “do they hate me” to do I hate them.

I’ve been getting really angry recently. Anger that hums from within my bones and makes me feel weak from hot flashes. The people I care about make little sly remarks and complain about their other friends to me. I’d be a fool to think they aren’t doing the same behind my back. They’ve been distancing themselves recently and using me as a backup option. Jealousy. Lying to my face. Purposely sabotaging me and deflecting whenever I try to have a discussion about it. I don’t trust them at all.

I think I have something wrong with my brain. I have never missed someone in the traditional sense. The second I turn around to leave it’s like they never existed to me. If I get one more suspicion of them disliking me I will genuinely cut every person off and never speak to them again. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult to make an actual connection nowadays. Everything leads to disappointment.

i mastrubate to nhentai comics whenever im feeling down

 

[nervous]

WE feel ts twinjamin

it just isn’t fair

 

[nervous]

corny ass 14 year old who listens to too much radio head
View attachment 333513

Yeah I fucking wish

 

[knightmaxxer]

i mastrubate to nhentai comics whenever im feeling down

 

[benny]

sorry

 

[nervous]

majority of my friends from last year were like this. lowkey as soon as you get the chance stopping talking to those people. they just drain the life out of you.

were you able to find new ones? or is it worth it just staying alone for a while. life is definitely drained

 

[submissivechud]

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im not lyin though

 

[knightmaxxer]

im not lyin though

thats not a good thing

 

[submissivechud]

thats not a good thing

i dont have much else better to do

 

[AClonedTyrone]

Yeah I fucking wish

hop on lexapro and get high blood pressure like everyone else shit ain’t sweet

 

[nervous]

i mastrubate to nhentai comics whenever im feeling down

im going to try and be pleasant
but that’s not going to happen/help me

 

[submissivechud]

im going to try and be pleasant
but that’s not going to happen/help me

it helps me
if u think your going to be sad and expect it
then your gonna be sad

 

[nervous]

hop on lexapro and get high blood pressure like everyone else shit ain’t sweet
View attachment 333518

so my only solution is numbing my brain until I can’t feel anything at all? im apathetic a good 90% of the time. I’ve dumbed myself down to the best of my ability. I don’t want to be like everybody else if they’re just as miserable as me

 

[Luxe]

I don’t like a single person who im close with.
We share stories and we share laughs or experiences together, but I look into their eyes and see a deep pool of resentment they will never open up about. The question has quickly shifted from “do they hate me” to do I hate them.

I’ve been getting really angry recently. Anger that hums from within my bones and makes me feel weak from hot flashes. The people I care about make little sly remarks and complain about their other friends to me. I’d be a fool to think they aren’t doing the same behind my back. They’ve been distancing themselves recently and using me as a backup option. Jealousy. Lying to my face. Purposely sabotaging me and deflecting whenever I try to have a discussion about it. I don’t trust them at all.

I think I have something wrong with my brain. I have never missed someone in the traditional sense. The second I turn around to leave it’s like they never existed to me. If I get one more suspicion of them disliking me I will genuinely cut every person off and never speak to them again. I don’t understand why it’s so difficult to make an actual connection nowadays. Everything leads to disappointment.

Just take drugs Bro

 

[nervous]

it helps me
if u think your going to be sad and expect it
then your gonna be sad

suffering makes the good parts sweet. gooning is too degenerate for me i unfortunately have morals

 

[Pentatonic]

Thats life

 

[nervous]

Just take drugs Bro

and then chase that high of being normal for eternity? there must be another way

 

[nervous]

Thats lifeView attachment 333519

why are human beings slaves to the machine this can’t be right this shouldn’t be universal

 

[Pentatonic]

and then chase that high of being normal for eternity? there must be another way

If you dont stop i will send more kazakhstan memes and i am warning you i have ENOUGH

 

[internetbirth]

real

 

[Mia]

were you able to find new ones? or is it worth it just staying alone for a while. life is definitely drained

yes yes I was able to find new ones but like now I just have a few close friends. also yea its worth it just staying alone for while tbh than to be surrounded by fake people.

 

[nervous]

If you dont stop i will send more kazakhstan memes and i am warning you i have ENOUGHView attachment 333520

why the fuck should I have to stop

 

[Pentatonic]

and then chase that high of being normal for eternity? there must be another way

Shhhh, please mouth wide open

 

[Pentatonic]

why the fuck should I have to stop

I warned you, your choice XDD

 

[nervous]

Shhhh, please mouth wide open

51°23′21″N 30°05′58″E

 

[Luxe]

and then chase that high of being normal for eternity? there must be another way

for me escapism is the only way

Good luck tho

 

[nervous]

I warned you, your choice XDDView attachment 333522

how do you sleep at night knowing the most joy you’ll ever feel stems from being a jester for everyone else’s amusement

 

[nervous]

for me escapism is the only way

Good luck tho

thank you bro. I appreciate it and I wish you the best of luck

 

[Pentatonic]

51°23′21″N 30°05′58″E

Lmaooooooooooo fake cordinates XDDDDDD

 

[nervous]

Lmaooooooooooo fake cordinates XDDDDDDView attachment 333524

you aren’t even smart enough to type it in?

 

[Pentatonic]

you aren’t even smart enough to type it in?

Yes i have lol, also ive beefed with ƙkķ in gta online you think i am scared?

 

[Pentatonic]

51°23′21″N 30°05′58″E

12°23°45°67°89°10NT B)

 

[Pentatonic]

This cordinates are chernobl rectors, im dying. I had enough fun not because i am done with my kazakhstan memes. Because i mercy you. I have more where these come from. This is a looksmaxxing website not an atention seeking platform, now go do someting bad if you want to