im hyperaware of my surroundings

[Deleted Member 85367]

i constantly fear getting killed out of nowhere its actually interfering with my day to day life

i dont even go out past 5 pm anymore unless i have to for my classes

 

[Deleted Member 80538]

i constantly fear getting killed out of nowhere its actually

n***a you don’t live in Gaza warzone

 

[Deleted Member 85367]

n***a you don’t live in Gaza warzone

this is what everybody thinks before getting merked for 5$

 

[ecoli]

i constantly fear getting killed out of nowhere its actually interfering with my day to day life

i dont even go out past 5 pm anymore unless i have to for my classes

dont go out

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

i constantly fear getting killed out of nowhere its actually interfering with my day to day life

i dont even go out past 5 pm anymore unless i have to for my classes

Idk I went on a bike ride at 1am like an hour and a half ago.
Didn't see any hoomans out
I thought I saw a monster.

But no it was a trashcan.

 

[Deleted Member 85367]

Idk I went on a bike ride at 1am like an hour and a half ago.
Didn't see any hoomans out
I thought I saw a monster.

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But no it was a trashcan.
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i was riding in the car with my family once and saw 6 tall bushes around a rock and thought it was a bunch of grandmas doing a ritual and i had a panic attack

 

[New Water]

i constantly fear getting killed out of nowhere its actually interfering with my day to day life

i dont even go out past 5 pm anymore unless i have to for my classes

I used to be like this. I used to fear getting killed in my sleep every night. Now I have sleep paralysis. Get it checked out before you develop something else

 

[Deleted Member 85367]

I used to be like this. I used to fear getting killed in my sleep every night. Now I have sleep paralysis. Get it checked out before you develop something else

i already got killed in my sleep twice by matrix entities idgaf

 

[New Water]

i already got killed in my sleep twice by matrix entities idgaf

Yeah it sucks. I’ve gotten stuck in infinite loops in my sleep and have been stabbed and woke up actually in pain. Shit is not fun, my mind is playing tricks on me

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

I used to be like this. I used to fear getting killed in my sleep every night. Now I have sleep paralysis. Get it checked out before you develop something else

Yeye just tell yourself you're too built greater to suffer such pitiful means of death

 

[ecoli]

Yeah it sucks. I’ve gotten stuck in infinite loops in my sleep and have been stabbed and woke up actually in pain. Shit is not fun, my mind is playing tricks on me

A football flew into my balls in my dream

 

[Alurmo]

i constantly fear getting killed out of nowhere its actually interfering with my day to day life

i dont even go out past 5 pm anymore unless i have to for my classes

no u arent when u live inside ur mind about being muh killed u idiotic niger

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

Yeah it sucks. I’ve gotten stuck in infinite loops in my sleep and have been stabbed and woke up actually in pain. Shit is not fun, my mind is playing tricks on me

Brootal. Your mind doesn't recognize you as it's most suited host.
Give it to me I'm sure I can have double

 

[New Water]

Brootal. Your mind doesn't recognize you as it's most suited host.
Give it to me I'm sure I can have double

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I think I’m just fucking retarded ngl

 

[ecoli]

I think I’m just fucking retarded ngl

i think you are

 

[New Water]

A football flew into my balls in my dream

Was it a wet dream?

 

[ecoli]

Was it a wet dream?

never had one

 

[New Water]

i think you are

Hey.. not nice..

 

[ecoli]

Hey.. not nice..

sorry

 

[RottingCarrie]

When I was in phycosis I always thought of quick ways to disable or kill someone around me if it would ever be "nessasary" I was like 14 then and rlly small so my thoughts always went to poison

 

[New Water]

sorry

I forgive you papa

 

[ecoli]

When I was in phycosis I always thought of quick ways to disable or kill someone around me if it would ever be "nessasary" I was like 14 then and rlly small so my thoughts always went to poison

gotta be prepared for the worst

 

[ecoli]

I forgive you papa

good

 

[ShitUsername]

i think you are

rude

 

[RottingCarrie]

gotta be prepared for the worst

It got so bad I had plans on how I would kill everyone in my family and dissappear, I eventually told my therapist about it and she basically refused to let me get help and just raised my Prozac dose which doesnt do shit for phsycosis btw

 

[ecoli]

rude

sorry

 

[ecoli]

It got so bad I had plans on how I would kill everyone in my family and dissappear, I eventually told my therapist about it and she basically refused to let me get help and just raised my Prozac dose which doesnt do shit for phsycosis btw

thats crazy icl cant lie

 

[ShitUsername]

sorry

Its okay bby

 

[Deleted Member 85367]

no u arent when u live inside ur mind about being muh killed u idiotic niger

what

 

[RottingCarrie]

thats crazy icl cant lie

Its worse cuz she said I was lying about everything and I didnt get any help until I switched therapists

 

[ecoli]

Its worse cuz she said I was lying about everything and I didnt get any help until I switched therapists

she needs to get her license revoked