Serious im pouring demon blood on my nikes

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my persona slips i cant get it kept in, yeah corny, yeah pretty cringe, my obsession with the materialistic copes around me consumes, from clothes to social media to music to mind altering substances, things like religion, belief systems, esoterism are a escape from this obsessed world, even the supernatural I dabble a bit into, mostly in the form of lucid dreaming, my patience for normies are ticking, they never seem to wake up, they sleep and sleep, like sheeple

I believe my autism evolved me into believing that Ive escaped the sheeple cage, the "non self thinking cage" persay, however I'm sometimes just like them, falling into tribes and losing my individualism, its all so funny, I literally hate on normies who live their lives but here I am, 2/3 idk how many days awake sauced to the fucking grills hoping my mind never stops talking, I feel amazing rn, bc I can splurt out ideas like these

I'm a very mentally ill in some senses and so are you

 

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Dnr

 

[Alurmoooooooo]

Dnr

symbolic asf
ive been ignored all my life by people, wether its autism or just my social anxiety making me talk soft
its inescapable unless I try to act like someone I'm not
in a sense of the way I can think like this I'm better than you