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i want to know how my brain works, idk if a psychologist can help since idk how i feel and i change a lot my view on things, idek if i could be fully honest. i Always taught i was a empathic guy but my dad told me some facts of when i was a kid and i didn't have any empathy. i cry for others and hate when people do bad things without a motivation, but i treat people badly without thinking much, can empathy be taught to myself? maybe i don't have any real empathy. I feel great about myself but i am suicidal too. i had some strange i obsession, like If i touched something with my right hand i had to do It with my left too.. i even hate sounds and ripetitive things while i think, i really get mad, but don't act on It since people wouldn't get me. there are lots of other things but i Just don't understand, i'm Just sure to be pretty smart, my good friends are the One that can understand many of the things i Say. i still have to repeat myself a lot and use Easy comparison or people take a lot to Imagine my hypothetical scenarios, especially when i talk about more abstract things, like emotions