veaklll
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I was getting social anxiety in a library and I wasn't even talking to anybody. At first I walked in for the first time and I didn't know where the sections were and I somehow ended up in lost the kids section for a good 10 minutes.
I didn't want it to look like I was wandering around the kids section so I pretended to look at books.
Finally I found the adult section
But I just couldn't find anywhere to sit. There were many open seats but I felt like they were too close to other people and I didn't want to intrude on their space.
Finally, I found an empty room. but I think it was a room for a computer so I'm like are people going to judge me for reading in the computer room? . This was peaceful until a couple other teenagers came. They seem really nice but I couldn't drink water after that because I felt like they could hear me gluping. So I ran the bathroom just to drink a few sips of water.
Then I saw this really cute guy with long hair. Wait no it was a fucking girl apparently. I think she was transgender. I don't know but I was staring at what I thought was a him for a long time and then he got up and she walked away in a mini skirt and heels. ( I'm str8)
Is this experience normal? Or am I always paranoid?
I didn't want it to look like I was wandering around the kids section so I pretended to look at books.
Finally I found the adult section
But I just couldn't find anywhere to sit. There were many open seats but I felt like they were too close to other people and I didn't want to intrude on their space.
Finally, I found an empty room. but I think it was a room for a computer so I'm like are people going to judge me for reading in the computer room? . This was peaceful until a couple other teenagers came. They seem really nice but I couldn't drink water after that because I felt like they could hear me gluping. So I ran the bathroom just to drink a few sips of water.
Then I saw this really cute guy with long hair. Wait no it was a fucking girl apparently. I think she was transgender. I don't know but I was staring at what I thought was a him for a long time and then he got up and she walked away in a mini skirt and heels. ( I'm str8)
Is this experience normal? Or am I always paranoid?