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Me in a relationship is a fictional concept that could only ever live in my head or with a abiotic humanoid. I was cursed with OCD and maybe autism (haven't been diagnosed with autism but it's pretty apparent). Everything I do is non-amusing to females. My social life is empty besides work and school, but I don't count those as friends as they only become "friends" by convenience and I don't see them or talk to them out of school/work. All my hobbies are strange and nerdy and not nerdy like anime and gaming, but nerdy as history, nuclear science, and metal detecting. None of which allow me to connect to the opposite gender. I also constantly gain and lose hobbies quite frequently. I believe that I have a good personality but I genuinely don't know how to care for other people as in I'm kind to everyone but I don't know how to address peoples feelings. If a female were to start crying right in front of me, I would feel completely helpless and utterly disconnected from her emotions. There's something within me that seems to be unable to process or understand what she's feeling. I've only ever had one "relationship" that's didn't even last a full 2 weeks because she felt I was emotionally numb and she was also a hypergamous hoe that cheated on me but besides that I was too scared to make any physical effort in the relationship. I don't know why. I hope by 2050 2d hologram waifus are real and readily available.
