in public rant

[jestr]

one of the first times ive been out and did one of my schizo rants

I hate people
so much
being on the bus with my grade 9 bullys and them not even recognizing its me is ruining my weekend


I hope tonight is so amazing its horrible

iykyk
luv ya boyos

 

[thehammer]

one of the first times ive been out and did one of my schizo rants

I hate people
so much
being on the bus with my grade 9 bullys and them not even recognizing its me is ruining my weekend


I hope tonight is so amazing its horrible

iykyk
luv ya boyos

learn how to fight

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

Self proclaimed schizos are the worst

 

[jestr]

learn how to fight

I know how to fight
I hate confrontation
ive no problem with pain or violence but personal image or humiliation makes me wanna die

 

[thehammer]

I know how to fight
I hate confrontation
ive no problem with pain or violence but personal image or humiliation makes me wanna die

i might sound like an asshole
but just lock in bro

 

[Deleted Member 95548]

are u acc a girl or not

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

learn how to fight

The kid who "learned how to fight" after I wave a 1 million lumen flashlight in his eyes so he doesn't see the pocket sand being thrown at him

 

[jestr]

i might sound like an asshole
but just lock in bro

bruh ik
thats why if im out at night or for the night ill drink or smoke like rn, im atleast more confrontational

 

[jestr]

are u acc a girl or not

idk if this is a compliment or an insult bruh.

 

[thehammer]

The kid who "learned how to fight" after I wave a 1 million lumen flashlight in his eyes so he doesn't see the pocket sand being thrown at him

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n***a it depends on the kid

 

[Deleted Member 95548]

idk if this is a compliment or an insult bruh.

just wondering because it’s different for both genders

 

[thehammer]

bruh ik
thats why if im out at night or for the night ill drink or smoke like rn, im atleast more confrontational

dont drink or smoke it will help

 

[jestr]

just wondering because it’s different for both genders

I mean not much
ive gotten jumped for being an ugly girl
doxxed
targeted jsut cuz
maybe im a chick with the male experience

 

[Almighty Sigma Wolf]

n***a it depends on the kid

Hammer after he got hit with a 1 million lumen flashlight into pocket sand

In his head:

Irl:

 

[jestr]

dont drink or smoke it will help

I have bpd and severe chronic deopresion
it wont help
there 1 concept keeping me alive and ts it

 

[thehammer]

Hammer after he got hit with a 1 million lumen flashlight into pocket sand

In his head:

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Irl:

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not gonna lie this made me laugh so hard

n***a i dont need my eyesight
I can use echolocation

 

[thehammer]

I have bpd and severe chronic deopresion
it wont help
there 1 concept keeping me alive and ts it

cant you change it?

 

[jestr]

cant you change it?

glad you asked instead of being a dick lol
no actually, because bpd is a personality disorder it contributes to every part of my being aswell as is mainly deppresive, so I have to crawl myself out of alot of yk... pits

 

[jestr]

glad you asked instead of being a dick lol
no actually, because bpd is a personality disorder it contributes to every part of my being aswell as is mainly deppresive, so I have to crawl myself out of alot of yk... pits

aswell as therapy and medication havent been developed for bpd yet, too complicated, there's mood stabilizers but those cause the depressed part to be more prevelant

 

[thehammer]

no actually, because bpd is a personality disorder it contributes to every part of my being aswell as is mainly deppresive, so I have to crawl myself out of alot of yk... pits

oh so thats how it is, thanks for explaining
arent there therapies that help?

aswell as therapy and medication havent been developed for bpd yet, too complicated, there's mood stabilizers but those cause the depressed part to be more prevelant

ohhhhhhhhhhh
but you can try something right? like change of hobbies

glad you asked instead of being a dick lol

yeah im normal compared to most on here

 

[Jack Frost]

yeah ive struggled w bdp aswell
idrk how to help you w that but your not in too much trouble
as long as they dont know its you then you should be fine and dandy
sorry sm is happening to you though

 

[jestr]

oh so thats how it is, thanks for explaining
arent there therapies that help?

mehhh dbt is for impulse control but bpd has mainly depressive episodes so its targeted for bod more helpful for bipolar

ohhhhhhhhhhh
but you can try something right? like change of hobbies

I mean I do for the most part, even if there isn't clinical help I know enough to help myself

yeah im normal compared to most on here

appreciate brosk

 

[Jack Frost]

oh so thats how it is, thanks for explaining
arent there therapies that help?



ohhhhhhhhhhh
but you can try something right? like change of hobbies



yeah im normal compared to most on here

you cant rlly change bpd
its just a disorder where sometimes your in "manic" stages
where your more
exited ig?
idk its kinda hard to explain to someone who hasnt had it
ajd deppresive stages where your much more depressed
the stages length very from person to person and situations

 

[thehammer]

mehhh dbt is for impulse control but bpd has mainly depressive episodes so its targeted for bod more helpful for bipolar

I mean I do for the most part, even if there isn't clinical help I know enough to help myself

i know it sounds stupid but maybe change your microbiome?

appreciate brosk

np bud

 

[jestr]

you cant rlly change bpd
its just a disorder where sometimes your in "manic" stages
where your more
exited ig?
idk its kinda hard to explain to someone who hasnt had it
ajd deppresive stages where your much more depressed
the stages length very from person to person and situations

thank u u get it bruh
finally someone that understands the bad part of bpd isn't anger its just heavy depressed

bpdmanic is like being more hyper, impulsive, misanthropic, and self preserving
bpd people go from deppresive so extreme hurt to manic which is any means of self preservation and self indulgence

 

[Jack Frost]

i know it sounds stupid but maybe change your microbiome?

np bud

its a mental disorder
micro biome would maybe make u feel a bit better during depressed stages
but healthy habits in general are hard to keep up

 

[thehammer]

you cant rlly change bpd
its just a disorder where sometimes your in "manic" stages
where your more
exited ig?
idk its kinda hard to explain to someone who hasnt had it
ajd deppresive stages where your much more depressed
the stages length very from person to person and situations

heard microbiome change helps a lot
and making sure your vitamins and minerals are in check

 

[Jack Frost]

thank u u get it bruh
finally someone that understands the bad part of bpd isn't anger its just heavy depressed

bpdmanic is like being more hyper, impulsive, misanthropic, and self preserving
bpd people go from deppresive so extreme hurt to manic which is any means of self preservation and self indulgence

yeah hypers a good way to put it

 

[jestr]

i know it sounds stupid but maybe change your microbiome?

ive tried many diff diets lol
carnivore
vegetarian
vegan
keto
fermented only
nun
bpd mainly comes from a smal amyglada, only causeible by truama, no fix

np bud

 

[thehammer]

its a mental disorder
micro biome would maybe make u feel a bit better during depressed stages
but healthy habits in general are hard to keep up

yeah I get that im not saying it will cure it BUT it will help a ton

 

[Jack Frost]

heard microbiome change helps a lot
and making sure your vitamins and minerals are in check

nah you cant help the microbiome differences in bpd
maybe through a surgery or genetic modification but humans arent capable of doing that safley yet

 

[jestr]

its a mental disorder
micro biome would maybe make u feel a bit better during depressed stages
but healthy habits in general are hard to keep up

u get this part too exactly
when im deppresive i make sure to have extra proteins and dairy preserves helps a bit because of extra dopamine but not the bext fix

 

[thehammer]

ive tried many diff diets lol
carnivore
vegetarian
vegan
keto
fermented only
nun
bpd mainly comes from a smal amyglada, only causeible by truama, no fix

man fuck vegan and vegetarian diets
the only way to fix your microbiome is with antibiotics for 10 days and then new diet

 

[heartbleed]

one of the first times ive been out and did one of my schizo rants

I hate people
so much
being on the bus with my grade 9 bullys and them not even recognizing its me is ruining my weekend


I hope tonight is so amazing its horrible

iykyk
luv ya boyos

i respect the fact you still post even when you repeatedly get clowned or dnrd

 

[jestr]

man fuck vegan and vegetarian diets
the only way to fix your microbiome is with antibiotics for 10 days and then new diet

I had to do antibio at one point and it made me soooo nauseous which made me sad

I have my bpd figured atp
(diet optimization wise)

water fasting most days for the manic rush- keeps me happy
if anything traumatic happens or deppresive episode comes- heavy carb meal once a day for dopamine and reward concept
aswell as lowcal high protein meals anytime deppresive, no fasting, extra excersize

 

[thehammer]

nah you cant help the microbiome differences in bpd
maybe through a surgery or genetic modification but humans arent capable of doing that safley yet

poop transplant

 

[Jack Frost]

I had to do antibio at one point and it made me soooo nauseous which made me sad

I have my bpd figured atp
(diet optimization wise)

water fasting most days for the manic rush- keeps me happy
if anything traumatic happens or deppresive episode comes- heavy carb meal once a day for dopamine and reward concept
aswell as lowcal high protein meals anytime deppresive, no fasting, extra excersize

might try this lowk

 

[thehammer]

I had to do antibio at one point and it made me soooo nauseous which made me sad

they may have fucked your microbiome if you havent taken probiotics right away

also there are antibiotics that affect only the guts

I have my bpd figured atp
(diet optimization wise)

water fasting most days for the manic rush- keeps me happy
if anything traumatic happens or deppresive episode comes- heavy carb meal once a day for dopamine and reward concept
aswell as lowcal high protein meals anytime deppresive, no fasting, extra excersize

happy you figured it out man

 

[thehammer]

poop transplant

im being serious btw
but thats the last resort

 

[Jack Frost]

im being serious btw
but thats the last resort

yeah ik lol i watched a documentary about it w my mom

 

[Jack Frost]

im being serious btw
but thats the last resort

but micro biome isnt the proven cause of bpd
its just found in people with mental health illnesse

 

[thehammer]

yeah ik lol i watched a documentary about it w my mom

n***a WATCHING ABOUT POOP WITH HIS MOM

 

[thehammer]

but micro biome isnt the proven cause of bpd
its just found in people with mental health illnesse

yeah yeah isnt the cause BUT a huge influence
same with fat n*****s

 

[Jack Frost]

n***a WATCHING ABOUT POOP WITH HIS MOM

she wantsd to learn about to micro biome and gut biome
i need to be a good son jeez

 

[Jack Frost]

yeah yeah isnt the cause BUT a huge influence
same with fat n*****s

hasnt been proved to have a huge influence either lol
its just observed to be a difference between bpd ppl and normal ppl

 

[thehammer]

hasnt been proved to have a huge influence either lol
its just observed to be a difference between bpd ppl and normal ppl

microbiome does influence your mental wellbeing
not specifically mental illnesses but it does make sense that it will
also not enough studies

 

[thehammer]

she wantsd to learn about to micro biome and gut biome
i need to be a good son jeez

you are right bro sorry for laughing