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It is one of those things that sometimes appear in my head as per usual. It is a strange thing to ask myself, is it made or created. I cannot tell, it is a mix of both. There is a difference between feeling remorse and understanding it, same with every other emotion or action. I do not feel but I know how to replicate it infront of others. You just have to make your eyes and face lie well enough, even then people can feel your energy since we all have a life force. It is why we get gut feelings around some people who turn out to be untrustable, evil or dirty. It does mix in with looks as well, I noticed most evil people were average or ugly; of course anyone can be evil but this can be flawed as per numerological reason. If there are less attractive people and more average and ugly people, by simple chance the latter is more numberful as there is less of the former. Yet then we think about how ones life can shape them. If you are ugly or average, you are most likely going to live a normal life, not the best nor the worst which I believe is the best if you have the right mind for such but most people are premature spiritual abortions, they will never achieve any basic awareness. Yet when I look at attractive people, they are able to confide in such truth easier. They seem to be aware of their stupidity if they are stupid yet they do not act on it or attempt to be superior. Is this a case of sub conscious awareness of the being's value via looks and uprising due to such genetic output or is it by chance?
After all, how someone is treated during their childhood can change them a lot by adulthood. Does not matter if you are attractive or not, your psyche is still the king in your existence's court. You can beat the life out of both children who are opposite looking and both will come out ill, injured or at best, too understanding and caring of others due to their pain. Those people, those are the good ones. Then the evil ones, they simply are. This is why I cannot fully pin nature or psychology down on this as there are too many times I have seen people who are fully driven by ego and only feel regret and pain once it is their side of the plate getting cracked. Regardless, mankind is a mess. Yet I would rather mould a mixed bit of play dough into something nicely shaped and stable than touch dough that is soured and cracked, it only has a reason to be expunged.
It is strange. When people ask about good and evil, it is predictable but there is the evil that has no root, no awareness, no care, no guilt, not even empathy. I have empathy, yet I just choose not to sympathize with most people out of personal principle. Yet the evil man does not even do the first one and heads for what he wishes. No logic, no second thought of the future beyond self preservation of the things that can make them feel bigger, alive and superior. Disgusting, it is what I see in most people. This natural pride, this rancid ego. There is a difference between having a well fed ego and pride and one that is obese and needs more food until it dies of heart failure. If I were to control mankind, if I were to bring the world to it's kness, I believe the greatest effect I would bring is cruel humbling. It would wake up a lot of people. I do not see people as animals due to myself being superior, I simply cannot pity people who value temporary directives like animals; yet that is what mankind is as a whole. A worthless animal-no humanimal lot who are born with a conscience that might as well be removed as it never brought any difference in the first moment.
What does awareness even matter when you are going to throw it aside and continue living a fantasy. I cannot really blame humanimals, after all if you are made to be an animal. Your first directive of existence and law is survival, thinking is a second. If barely a second.
After all, how someone is treated during their childhood can change them a lot by adulthood. Does not matter if you are attractive or not, your psyche is still the king in your existence's court. You can beat the life out of both children who are opposite looking and both will come out ill, injured or at best, too understanding and caring of others due to their pain. Those people, those are the good ones. Then the evil ones, they simply are. This is why I cannot fully pin nature or psychology down on this as there are too many times I have seen people who are fully driven by ego and only feel regret and pain once it is their side of the plate getting cracked. Regardless, mankind is a mess. Yet I would rather mould a mixed bit of play dough into something nicely shaped and stable than touch dough that is soured and cracked, it only has a reason to be expunged.
It is strange. When people ask about good and evil, it is predictable but there is the evil that has no root, no awareness, no care, no guilt, not even empathy. I have empathy, yet I just choose not to sympathize with most people out of personal principle. Yet the evil man does not even do the first one and heads for what he wishes. No logic, no second thought of the future beyond self preservation of the things that can make them feel bigger, alive and superior. Disgusting, it is what I see in most people. This natural pride, this rancid ego. There is a difference between having a well fed ego and pride and one that is obese and needs more food until it dies of heart failure. If I were to control mankind, if I were to bring the world to it's kness, I believe the greatest effect I would bring is cruel humbling. It would wake up a lot of people. I do not see people as animals due to myself being superior, I simply cannot pity people who value temporary directives like animals; yet that is what mankind is as a whole. A worthless animal-no humanimal lot who are born with a conscience that might as well be removed as it never brought any difference in the first moment.
What does awareness even matter when you are going to throw it aside and continue living a fantasy. I cannot really blame humanimals, after all if you are made to be an animal. Your first directive of existence and law is survival, thinking is a second. If barely a second.
