Serious issue

[red_k47]

mental health matters until youre genuinely a bad person

its so hard for me to be a nice person if I dont want to, I dont care to hold doors open if I dont want. I struggle with empathy so bad I dont care for any of the stories people tell me. it's difficult, I feel like there is this space I cant fill because I cant connect with what people go through even when I go through it myself.

if I dont wanna talk to someone ill ignore them, and If I dont want to say hi to someone despite being a friend I dont say hi to them. at school I hear people getting praise for being always kind and shi like that but I know ill never be able to, I could, but I dont care enough to

 

[northka]

mental health matters until youre genuinely a bad person

its so hard for me to be a nice person if I dont want to, I dont care to hold doors open if I dont want. I struggle with empathy so bad I dont care for any of the stories people tell me. it's difficult, I feel like there is this space I cant fill because I cant connect with what people go through even when I go through it myself.

if I dont wanna talk to someone ill ignore them, and If I dont want to say hi to someone despite being a friend I dont say hi to them. at school I hear people getting praise for being always kind and shi like that but I know ill never be able to, I could, but I dont care enough to

Ngl I think youre ND bro, thats what youre describing

 

[Evilthinker21]

I get you bro its hard having a genuine lack of empathy towards others really fucks you up growing up

 

[Echo_]

I dont care to hold doors open if I dont want.

Billy tough knuckles over here holy shit I’m shivering

 

[red_k47]

I get you bro its hard having a genuine lack of empathy towards others really fucks you up growing up

I know bro like, I cannot be a nice person genuinely

 

[Evilthinker21]

Billy tough knuckles over here holy shit I’m shivering

i punch metal

 

[red_k47]

Billy tough knuckles over here holy shit I’m shivering

I dont mean it in a direct I want the person to feel bad way, I just dont care enough you know?

 

[Echo_]

Ngl I think youre ND bro, thats what youre describing

I think he watched too much tt

 

[red_k47]

Ngl I think youre ND bro, thats what youre describing

nah I dont think so

 

[northka]

I think he watched too much tt

I dunno

 

[Evilthinker21]

I know bro like, I cannot be a nice person genuinely

Literally i sometimes wish i could feel like everyone else around me i hate seeing mfs who are actually kind due to nature and not to appeal and fit in with the rest of mfs wish i could be like them sometimes

 

[northka]

Literally i sometimes wish i could feel like everyone else around me i hate seeing mfs who are actually kind due to nature and not to appeal and fit in with the rest of mfs wish i could be like them sometimes

na like those girls at school that people say have an angel aura like bro jus call me el chapo atp

 

[Nenestar]

i only care for my pawns

 

[Evilthinker21]

na like those girls at school that people say have an angel aura like bro jus call me el chapo atp

gen i hate being around those people and seeing everyone praising them for their kindness or how they are friends to everyone and its actually genuine which is the part i hate the most because im as sociable as them i show as much kindness and sympathy as them but i know its forced and genuinely just a lie and my hb lwk gay too

 

[Evilthinker21]

i only care for my pawns

A real manipulator does not care about their so called 'pawns' dattebayo!

 

[red_k47]

i only care for my pawns

Im kinda feeling like ayanokoji rn

 

[northka]

gen i hate being around those people and seeing everyone praising them for their kindness or how they are friends to everyone and its actually genuine which is the part i hate the most because im as sociable as them i show as much kindness and sympathy as them but i know its forced and genuinely just a lie and my hb lwk gay too

na cuz HYPOTHETICALLY I could be that nice, but if something doesnt feel genuine to me I dont do it

 

[Evilthinker21]

na cuz HYPOTHETICALLY I could be that nice, but if something doesnt feel genuine to me I dont do it

i have to be kind to people so they still hang around me it gets tiring having to act like i do feel guilt and sympathy like other mfs do

 

[northka]

i have to be kind to people so they still hang around me it gets tiring having to act like i do feel guilt and sympathy like other mfs do

Na like at school if somebody starts talking for me, I just learned to respond but do people ACTUALLY care about what they say? do they feel a response of anger or sadness for the persons situation?