It’s brutal, I wish I can undo everything

[Currycelloser]

Knowing abt the blackpill, going deep into and also about goatis, raw primal diet and shit makes me sad. I have come to a point where I know a lot more than average people and that it is stripping away my happiness, I am starting to question everything and getting nothing in return. I wish I can undo this and one day I wake up with happiness. A day filled with joy where I live my life with happiness and excitement, enjoying with my friends instead of rotting here alone and stripping away my happiness.

 

[Chifuyu]

Happiness? Never heard of it.

 

[Currycelloser]

Happiness? Never heard of it.

How do u live life dude, like in sadness, it’s hard isn’t it?

 

[Chifuyu]

How do u live life dude, like in sadness, it’s hard isn’t it?

It's beyond brutal to know you will never be happy. I don't even feel sad anymore because I'm genuinely empty inside. Whenever I mention it I'm not joking or exaggerating. I don't think the damage can be undone. But don't look at me, I'm a lost cause. For you, for everyone else, there's still hope. I'm an exception to all that. It is what it is. I'm not even sad even though I have every reason to be.

 

[Currycelloser]

It's beyond brutal to know you will never be happy. I don't even feel sad anymore because I'm genuinely empty inside. Whenever I mention it I'm not joking or exaggerating. I don't think the damage can be undone. But don't look at me, I'm a lost cause. For you, for everyone else, there's still hope. I'm an exception to all that. It is what it is. I'm not even sad even though I have every reason to be.

Talk to me whenever u feel like, I will more than happy to listen to you brother

 

[Chifuyu]

Talk to me whenever u feel like, I will more than happy to listen to you brother

Thank you my friend. Same goes for you!