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I’m now extremely sexist and I hate having conversations with women. I have been told several times (you are just in a small pond) however my “pond” is a full college and they still act the same way from middle school
I am still able to wing man and have normal conversations in female environments but I have grown to hate being in those situations. I hate jesting and haveing to prove my worth, only to just be below the threshold and not be seen as a option at all.
I feel empty hatred now (I don’t expect foids not to act like foids, I don’t expect anything good at all, I’ve accepted that vast majority is just retarded)
I get unconscious body shut downs from stressors (I’ll be mentally 100% fine I’ll be calm and cool in my mind but I’ll start throwing up, shaking, getting a migraine for a few hours and my body will dump a bunch of glucose, lowering my blood pressure while rising my blood sugar)
I’m learning how to control my body better but it’s probably from a decade of repressed emotions.
I find myself fantasizing more about happy relationships which in tern depends depression…
My bad for the yap but things aren’t looking to good for @TrueFakeCel
I am still able to wing man and have normal conversations in female environments but I have grown to hate being in those situations. I hate jesting and haveing to prove my worth, only to just be below the threshold and not be seen as a option at all.
I feel empty hatred now (I don’t expect foids not to act like foids, I don’t expect anything good at all, I’ve accepted that vast majority is just retarded)
I get unconscious body shut downs from stressors (I’ll be mentally 100% fine I’ll be calm and cool in my mind but I’ll start throwing up, shaking, getting a migraine for a few hours and my body will dump a bunch of glucose, lowering my blood pressure while rising my blood sugar)
I’m learning how to control my body better but it’s probably from a decade of repressed emotions.
I find myself fantasizing more about happy relationships which in tern depends depression…
My bad for the yap but things aren’t looking to good for @TrueFakeCel