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Hey. It’s me, @Sigma Girl
Yeah, I know not everyone is happy to see me here again.
Most of you probably wish I’d just stay gone.
And honestly? I get that.
But please — just give me a few minutes and read this to the end.
It’s just… something I need to say.
So yeah, I managed to log back in with some help from my boyfriend.
He’s good with tech and showed me how easy it actually is to make new accounts. But that is not t the point
First of all —I want to say sorry.
To anyone who’s ever talked to me here.
To anyone who remembers how I acted, what I said, what I posted.
I was rude, bitch, immature — and yeah, straight up toxic.
I didn’t know how to set boundaries, I lashed out at people, and I tried way too hard to get attention.
Looking back, it just makes me cringe.
But more than that — I know I actually hurt people.
And especially —
I need to say sorry to @Dean
Dean, if you’re reading this… I was seriously awful to you.
I mocked you, disrespected you, and I was rlly rlly rude to u— more than once.
I don’t even fully understand why I did it.
I guess I was just hurting inside and wanted someone else to feel worse than me.
But none of that makes it okay.
You didn’t deserve that.
And I feel horrible about it now.
And there’s something else I need to admit:
I posted sexual content (porn) here on the forum.
No excuse.
I did it out of boredom, out of feeling numb, out of just… not caring about anything.
I didn’t think about who’d see it or what it might cause.
I just acted without thinking — and that’s on me.
So why am I back?
I know I messed up.
I hurt people.
And I don’t expect everyone to forgive me.
But I had to try.
I had to say this, honestly and clearly.
Even if no one replies.
Thank you for reading.
– @Sigma Girl
Yeah, I know not everyone is happy to see me here again.
Most of you probably wish I’d just stay gone.
And honestly? I get that.
But please — just give me a few minutes and read this to the end.
It’s just… something I need to say.
So yeah, I managed to log back in with some help from my boyfriend.
He’s good with tech and showed me how easy it actually is to make new accounts. But that is not t the point
First of all —I want to say sorry.
To anyone who’s ever talked to me here.
To anyone who remembers how I acted, what I said, what I posted.
I was rude, bitch, immature — and yeah, straight up toxic.
I didn’t know how to set boundaries, I lashed out at people, and I tried way too hard to get attention.
Looking back, it just makes me cringe.
But more than that — I know I actually hurt people.
And especially —
I need to say sorry to @Dean
Dean, if you’re reading this… I was seriously awful to you.
I mocked you, disrespected you, and I was rlly rlly rude to u— more than once.
I don’t even fully understand why I did it.
I guess I was just hurting inside and wanted someone else to feel worse than me.
But none of that makes it okay.
You didn’t deserve that.
And I feel horrible about it now.
And there’s something else I need to admit:
I posted sexual content (porn) here on the forum.
No excuse.
I did it out of boredom, out of feeling numb, out of just… not caring about anything.
I didn’t think about who’d see it or what it might cause.
I just acted without thinking — and that’s on me.
So why am I back?
I know I messed up.
I hurt people.
And I don’t expect everyone to forgive me.
But I had to try.
I had to say this, honestly and clearly.
Even if no one replies.
Thank you for reading.
– @Sigma Girl
