Genetic Anomaly
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have no clue what I did, I randomly just got band. Please can someone help? I dont know what the issue is. Thank you for understanding, please can someone explain to me or something.Brutal honesty. Not giving info coz I ain’t tryna get doxxed
I am in high school. suicidal and have body dysmorphia and cognitive learning disabilities. I get 8s and 9s in everything *(A+-A*s in USA grades) I was not lying about the bullying or torment. I am @
If u are wondering my reason for being banned I will go over my story
Not specifying real DOB
Year of birth 2011
Parents split up
My parents were both teenagers and I lived with a suicidal poor mother
Don’t remember much of my early years
At age 7 my last ever friend I truly liked left my life to live in Lake District, his name was finley
Since then I have been on a mental decline
Age 8:
Moved an hour away from my dad. Hated my mums horrible boyfriend
Age 9-10 was a normal kid. Didnt have friends but I was content with that.
Age 11 - had ambulances and police at my house for threatening to kill people and harming myself and burning things
Age 12 - became addicted to porn and gore and there is child material of me on the internet I think. Idk if it ever left the place it existed or if it was seized. My school and mother saw it. I was extremely lonely and would cut myself and hurt myself to see blood and I started drinking my own blood because I liked the feeling. I got a thc pen around this time (started vaping at 11)
Got accused of beating my ex’s little sister. Last girl I ever dated (a bisexual fat girl who I used)
13- still had all these issues but had no technology. I started smoking a lot of cigarettes and drinking liquors (I brought them to school) I had a friend group of 4, one guy called Conor, one called Rowan and one called jay, they all did drugs and drank and we got on together, we would chill in a random music room that isnt used anymore they were 2-3 years older than me, another old friend called Harry used to join us (he ditched me and is friends with gang members now the fucking f****t) I was still kinda lonely but smoking, vaping and drinking helped it. These friends of mine all left this year and I was left with no one and quit smoking and drinking coz no one could buy me them. I had planned to lie on train tracks and get sliced in half on June 24th 2024 but I never did clearly. At this time I am very fat from binge eating and I had bottled in a lot of emotions so was kinda normal,
14 (my age now) - my old emotions started coming back, I think of suicide and hurting people daily, I get tormented by people my age and older and threatened and I never feel safe. I constantly have pain in stomach and joints because my body dysmorphia got so bad id cry when looking in the mirror. I started eating one meal a day (my mother recently emailed the school about my *low moods* and lack of eating) and my own thoughts torment me and I get physically abused by people my age and bullied. I am 5 foot 7-8 and 52-56KG right now. I am doing my gcse mocks right now and coursework. I have absolutely no will to live or motivation and I don’t know what imma do when I’m an adult. My life is so shit already. Not much happens now i mainly rot. I also discovered the blackpill at 14 and it ruined me even more with my bluepilled mum who says good grades is all I need.
I am cursed with high intellect. I have to dumb down my ideas and opinions to others and I hate being smart because nothing is difficult for me, so all I hear about is wasted potential, but I constantly think of the worthlessness of human life and how easy it is lost and how no one will care if I killed myself today. I have been loved and I do lie about my appearances because other than my weight, no one makes fun of my looks or height, it is myself and my own mind that does it coz I bottled up everything from ages 12-13 all the bullying for my weight then I am starting to feel the effects. I constantly skip meals (not like a foid who fasts) I mean I eat consistently 1 meal a day around 500 calories. I am not an incel, I am a virgin but I am just mentally ill and if I started fresh I could probably find love, im not a douchebag about it, I am not a normie by any means, I do not bully or judge those who are ugly as I see myself as ugly, but thwt comes from distorted self image and lack of sense of self, and high intellect has also cursed me with realising I am who people see me as. I have done boxing, guitar ect, no matter what I do I am never myself, I don’t have a myself, I do not exist in my own mind i was not lying about feeling empty.
I am just a mentally ill teenager who shouldn’t be on forums like this.
For those wondering,
I was born in 2011
In high school I have dated 8 Girls (only listing their first name initials)
*warning if u dont wanna read the truth*
R (hugged and kissed *shes the accuser who sent paragraphs of apologies on Snapchat to me*)
A (broke up the day before we were meant to lose it together *she lost it with my old best friend*
S (hugged)
H (hugged and kissed)
I (nothing tbh)
Stacey (hugged)
C (got wasted together)
G (hugged and watched movies together *she turned lesbian after me*)
I attend high school and study core subjects and engineering, computing and music
I am on my 2nd last year of education
I was not lying about school experiences or my mum wanting me to work when I’m older, i just had to lie and larp as a 19 year old.
im sorry for lying, this will be my last account and my last ever post. Thank you for reading this shit. Private message me if u wanna ask questions as I didn’t list everything thats happened in my life ever. and yes I am too young to be saying/thinking shit the way I do I know.
