Discussion I've started to become more accepting and peaceful with my life

[pig]

sort of a big dump but read anyways pls

Anyways I was in a really shit stage of my life like half a year ago, i was like extremely fuking insecure thinking my life was over and shit cuz i wasnt a 6'0 chadlite, basically just sulking about being lonely and not having much friends after moving to my new highschool that i chose, after I pushed all my old friends away and dnred all their texts jfl. just complaining over and over again that im missing out on my prime highschool years and teen love and i just couldnt accept that my youth was just gonna go bye and i would have to rot my entire highschool years.

i was deadass so insecure i would literally just block every girl that messaged me and remove friends that texted me to hang out or something, and not even go out until i got surgery

but after a lot i've accepted it, im done with pushing people away and shit. honestly i deadass couldve had a htb girlfriend rn if i didnt just ghost her due to my mentaslcel issues and shes talking to chad rn but it is what it is.

im starting to get a lot closer with my old best friend and its actually really nice to have somebody to talk to and relate to. just one friend is all i needed tbh this helps me feel a lot better with my life.

ive also accepted that my highschool years will be boring and i will ldar for the most part of it and miss out on teenage love until i save enough money for surgeries but ive convinced myself that its not as important as it is and i still have college to enjoy, and honestly ive decided to explore into more hobbies because it makes me happy

this site also unironically helped me cope alot with my lonneliness and shit cuz i met a lot of chill peop ehere

while im rotting i might as well make the most of it by actually studymaxxing to get into a good college.

ive also applied to 20+ jobs sicne i turned 16 not so long ago, so i can finaally start saving for my surgeries. and yes its not mental masturbation lol im getting a whole savings plan and shit, this is like amust. and iill continue to keep looksmaxxing throughout the years.

but tldr im a lot happier and accepting that i can just get surgeries and contempt with my life now that my best friend is back, still depressed but its better then just being suicidial everyday and im focusing on the future way more than my shitty present. and i know theres gonna be people barking "muhh your life is good ungratefeul" i left out a lot of details

tags: @Mess @AuggyDauggy @prettybird @swanneo @cr1st14n @pompompurino @AllureBloom @Spuffy @hannah @Barbie @TonyDr @Randomized Shame @over0 @huntergirl @NewFuckingDay

 

[Prince]

Lemme stick on my next song and then I'll read dis

 

[twinkdestroyer]

I love you bro

 

[over0]

Holy shit this is so real

 

[Prince]

I'm glad to hear that you're doing better, bro. I'm always here if you want to talk.
Love you man

 

[pig]

I'm glad to hear that you're doing better, bro. I'm always here if you want to talk.
Love you man

love you too bro, i remember you were one of the first people i talked too when i was a grey on .org and u pmed me

 

[Grilldaddy83]

Dnr but I hope the best for u

 

[pig]

Dnr but I hope the best for u

ill take it

 

[huntergirl]

Read every molecule. I’m glad you’re finding your way keep going

 

[swanneo]

i think the avoidant feelings are normal to have at your age, i used to feel them too i had a deep down feeling that everybody secretly hated me. but the way you're seeing it is the best way to look at it never go back to that old mentality. there's still plenty of time to find love even in ur teens, so take every opportunity u can to go out or make plans with your friends, make the most of the now not the future. allocate time for studying and college stuff too ofc but enjoy these years to the fullest!! u got this

 

[pig]

i think the avoidant feelings are normal to have at your age, i used to feel them too i had a deep down feeling that everybody secretly hated me. but the way you're seeing it is the best way to look at it never go back to that old mentality. there's still plenty of time to find love even in ur teens, so take every opportunity u can to go out or make plans with your friends, make the most of the now not the future. allocate time for studying and college stuff too ofc but enjoy these years to the fullest!! u got this

yeah ive started to mature myself out of that mindset. .org genuinely ocnvinced me that if i wasnt partying every night during my prime youth years i twas over

im happy with just having one close friend. i think ill start to focus on my futur emore now

 

[Spuffy]

I'm happy for you pig

 

[apatheia]

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~—• APATHEIA •—~​

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yeah ive started to mature myself out of that mindset. .org genuinely ocnvinced me that if i wasnt partying every night during my prime youth years i twas over

im happy with just having one close friend. i think ill start to focus on my futur emore now

.org is the worst place to be if you are insecure about your looks, and I am pretty sure 98% of them do not "party every night during their prime youth years" because they are always "rotting" on .org.

I respect you and that you are making a recovery.

i was like extremely fuking insecure thinking my life was over and shit cuz i wasnt a 6'0 chadlite

I understand your struggle. Sorry you felt this way.

 

[pompompurino]

aw pig, im so happy that you came back into contact with ur friend. putting a stop to the isolation is the first step, you’ve got this. i just know you’ll do amazing.
im glad you opened up!

 

[prettybird]

sort of a big dump but read anyways pls

Anyways I was in a really shit stage of my life like half a year ago, i was like extremely fuking insecure thinking my life was over and shit cuz i wasnt a 6'0 chadlite, basically just sulking about being lonely and not having much friends after moving to my new highschool that i chose, after I pushed all my old friends away and dnred all their texts jfl. just complaining over and over again that im missing out on my prime highschool years and teen love and i just couldnt accept that my youth was just gonna go bye and i would have to rot my entire highschool years.

i was deadass so insecure i would literally just block every girl that messaged me and remove friends that texted me to hang out or something, and not even go out until i got surgery

but after a lot i've accepted it, im done with pushing people away and shit. honestly i deadass couldve had a htb girlfriend rn if i didnt just ghost her due to my mentaslcel issues and shes talking to chad rn but it is what it is.

im starting to get a lot closer with my old best friend and its actually really nice to have somebody to talk to and relate to. just one friend is all i needed tbh this helps me feel a lot better with my life.

ive also accepted that my highschool years will be boring and i will ldar for the most part of it and miss out on teenage love until i save enough money for surgeries but ive convinced myself that its not as important as it is and i still have college to enjoy, and honestly ive decided to explore into more hobbies because it makes me happy

this site also unironically helped me cope alot with my lonneliness and shit cuz i met a lot of chill peop ehere

while im rotting i might as well make the most of it by actually studymaxxing to get into a good college.

ive also applied to 20+ jobs sicne i turned 16 not so long ago, so i can finaally start saving for my surgeries. and yes its not mental masturbation lol im getting a whole savings plan and shit, this is like amust. and iill continue to keep looksmaxxing throughout the years.

but tldr im a lot happier and accepting that i can just get surgeries and contempt with my life now that my best friend is back, still depressed but its better then just being suicidial everyday and im focusing on the future way more than my shitty present. and i know theres gonna be people barking "muhh your life is good ungratefeul" i left out a lot of details

tags: @Mess @AuggyDauggy @prettybird @swanneo @cr1st14n @pompompurino @AllureBloom @Spuffy @hannah @Barbie @TonyDr @Randomized Shame @over0 @huntergirl @NewFuckingDay

Piggy I know that I don’t actually know you as a person, but as your internet unc I just want to tell you how proud I am of you.

It takes a hell of a lot to snap out of a toxic mindset, and the fact that you realized it and were able to fix it before it’s too late puts you ahead of the crowd. One of my greatest personal regrets is letting that little mean voice in my head win. The thing with blocking anyone who talks to you and not even responding to your friends hit a little close to home.

The thing is if you wait for perfect circumstances you will literally never get started. There is no such thing as waiting until you feel confident because that moment will literally never come. You are such a joy with or without those surgeries (which I can bet my life savings on that are completely unnecessary) and I’m glad that you’re improving your life in such a great capacity. You are meant to have people love you and support you, and I bet you they will.

Live your teenage years especially to the fullest. You got this man.

 

[pig]

Piggy I know that I don’t actually know you as a person, but as your internet unc I just want to tell you how proud I am of you.

It takes a hell of a lot to snap out of a toxic mindset, and the fact that you realized it and were able to fix it before it’s too late puts you ahead of the crowd. One of my greatest personal regrets is letting that little mean voice in my head win. The thing with blocking anyone who talks to you and not even responding to your friends hit a little close to home.

The thing is if you wait for perfect circumstances you will literally never get started. There is no such thing as waiting until you feel confident because that moment will literally never come. You are such a joy with or without those surgeries (which I can bet my life savings on that are completely unnecessary) and I’m glad that you’re improving your life in such a great capacity. You are meant to have people love you and support you, and I bet you they will.

Live your teenage years especially to the fullest. You got this man.

aw pig, im so happy that you came back into contact with ur friend. putting a stop to the isolation is the first step, you’ve got this. i just know you’ll do amazing.
im glad you opened up!

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~—• APATHEIA •—~​

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.org is the worst place to be if you are insecure about your looks, and I am pretty sure 98% of them do not "party every night during their prime youth years" because they are always "rotting" on .org.

I respect you and that you are making a recovery.


I understand your struggle. Sorry you felt this way.

Thanks a lot guys

 

[Barbie]

sort of a big dump but read anyways pls

Anyways I was in a really shit stage of my life like half a year ago, i was like extremely fuking insecure thinking my life was over and shit cuz i wasnt a 6'0 chadlite, basically just sulking about being lonely and not having much friends after moving to my new highschool that i chose, after I pushed all my old friends away and dnred all their texts jfl. just complaining over and over again that im missing out on my prime highschool years and teen love and i just couldnt accept that my youth was just gonna go bye and i would have to rot my entire highschool years.

i was deadass so insecure i would literally just block every girl that messaged me and remove friends that texted me to hang out or something, and not even go out until i got surgery

but after a lot i've accepted it, im done with pushing people away and shit. honestly i deadass couldve had a htb girlfriend rn if i didnt just ghost her due to my mentaslcel issues and shes talking to chad rn but it is what it is.

im starting to get a lot closer with my old best friend and its actually really nice to have somebody to talk to and relate to. just one friend is all i needed tbh this helps me feel a lot better with my life.

ive also accepted that my highschool years will be boring and i will ldar for the most part of it and miss out on teenage love until i save enough money for surgeries but ive convinced myself that its not as important as it is and i still have college to enjoy, and honestly ive decided to explore into more hobbies because it makes me happy

this site also unironically helped me cope alot with my lonneliness and shit cuz i met a lot of chill peop ehere

while im rotting i might as well make the most of it by actually studymaxxing to get into a good college.

ive also applied to 20+ jobs sicne i turned 16 not so long ago, so i can finaally start saving for my surgeries. and yes its not mental masturbation lol im getting a whole savings plan and shit, this is like amust. and iill continue to keep looksmaxxing throughout the years.

but tldr im a lot happier and accepting that i can just get surgeries and contempt with my life now that my best friend is back, still depressed but its better then just being suicidial everyday and im focusing on the future way more than my shitty present. and i know theres gonna be people barking "muhh your life is good ungratefeul" i left out a lot of details

tags: @Mess @AuggyDauggy @prettybird @swanneo @cr1st14n @pompompurino @AllureBloom @Spuffy @hannah @Barbie @TonyDr @Randomized Shame @over0 @huntergirl @NewFuckingDay

You got this bro, wishing the best for ya in the future and anyone else !!!