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I dont have rage towards anyone or anything except myself
But not me who has lived in my body
I feel rage towards my husk
I did my part
You didnt hold up your end of the deal
I remember actually like legit thinking that if I lost 20lbs I would be good looking
HAHAHAHHAAH
50 pounds and 4 inches later
Im still Basically just as ugly and riddles with more medical issues despite being much more fit and healthy
I put in the mother fucking work
I thought if I lost weight and got fit and healthy girls would like me and they dont
I dont blame girls for not liking me if I was a girl I wouldnt like me either
I say that but I dont think I am a bad person or have a bad personality
As much as I fucking hate myself outside of being somewhat weird I think I am a good person and most people in my life would agree
Ive done more good than most people I can recognize that because I am not mentally ill I am realistic
But not me who has lived in my body
I feel rage towards my husk
I did my part
You didnt hold up your end of the deal
I remember actually like legit thinking that if I lost 20lbs I would be good looking
HAHAHAHHAAH
50 pounds and 4 inches later
Im still Basically just as ugly and riddles with more medical issues despite being much more fit and healthy
I put in the mother fucking work
I thought if I lost weight and got fit and healthy girls would like me and they dont
I dont blame girls for not liking me if I was a girl I wouldnt like me either
I say that but I dont think I am a bad person or have a bad personality
As much as I fucking hate myself outside of being somewhat weird I think I am a good person and most people in my life would agree
Ive done more good than most people I can recognize that because I am not mentally ill I am realistic