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I’m so fucking chopped bro!! Every day all I think about is roping!! I’m stuck in LTN hell with 0 confidence and dogshit social skills!! My only friends are online JFL!! I got extreme social anxiety and I fucking hate myself so much!! I’ve been ugly and looked down on my whole life!! Elementary and middle school was hell!! Always overheard people calling me weird ugly and fat!! Now I lost weight and they just see me as a silent freak!! Having a crush just makes it worse cause I know I’ll never get true love!! I just wanna feel wanted but that shit feels impossible!! I’m 19!! Never had a gf or even a foid friend!! Missed out on everything!! No teenage love!! No real friends!! To my family I look emotionless but inside I’m just sad as fuck and wanna cry every day!! Every gl mogger I see is winning in life while I’m a piece of shit loser!! Chads have it so easy!! I’m serious bros I don’t see a point in living anymore!! I tried so hard to be happy but I just can’t!! If I rope only my family would remember me!! I got no actual friends!! Imma get my money up and graduate then do every surgery possible but idk if I can even keep going till then!!