juless
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Im a khhv, handshakeless femcel im 18 and never talked to man before irl.
i genuinely only interact with men online. im mentally ill asfuck i was abused throughout my childhood physically and mentally so i developped mental illnesses. all i do is sit in my stinky ass room, playing video games and rot on my bed my room smells like humidity and a thick moist smell. And eat until i cant anymore walking a distance of more than 100 m leaves me breathless i never did any form of physical work in my whole life and i dont have any friends.
I know as a woman i can get laid anytime but i dont want just sex and to be thrown away after i want to feel loved and worthy i would hate to lose my virginity from a one night stand but i never really got hit on or been in a relationship im so fat and nd i cant seem to lose weight bc im depressed asf but i just want real love tbh, i got into a 2 day relationship once during my second year in hs but i found out it was just a bet.
I tried approaching my friend's friend once but he literally laughed in my fucking face it was so humiliating tbh. Turned out she wasnt really my friend and only kept me around to make fun of me with her friend group.
Shit never gets better btw
i genuinely only interact with men online. im mentally ill asfuck i was abused throughout my childhood physically and mentally so i developped mental illnesses. all i do is sit in my stinky ass room, playing video games and rot on my bed my room smells like humidity and a thick moist smell. And eat until i cant anymore walking a distance of more than 100 m leaves me breathless i never did any form of physical work in my whole life and i dont have any friends.
I know as a woman i can get laid anytime but i dont want just sex and to be thrown away after i want to feel loved and worthy i would hate to lose my virginity from a one night stand but i never really got hit on or been in a relationship im so fat and nd i cant seem to lose weight bc im depressed asf but i just want real love tbh, i got into a 2 day relationship once during my second year in hs but i found out it was just a bet.
I tried approaching my friend's friend once but he literally laughed in my fucking face it was so humiliating tbh. Turned out she wasnt really my friend and only kept me around to make fun of me with her friend group.
Shit never gets better btw