alot of people say im good looking and since i ascended i still hate my face and always think i fat because i use to be huge
i still think people are looking at me weirdly hate my photo getting taken so many people say i should model but i dont want to because i would hate to see my self on a somewhat famous page or on brands and i still sit in my bed and rot i wish i never got into lookism and just lost weight and did what i do now but forget lookism but we will never forget about it now so ig we have to live with it the way i cope is theres always someone below u in life and someone who will always be better
i still think people are looking at me weirdly hate my photo getting taken so many people say i should model but i dont want to because i would hate to see my self on a somewhat famous page or on brands and i still sit in my bed and rot i wish i never got into lookism and just lost weight and did what i do now but forget lookism but we will never forget about it now so ig we have to live with it the way i cope is theres always someone below u in life and someone who will always be better
