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21.02.24
Today I was going to school and when I was near I stopped because I saw a new message in Viber. That was my classmate’s message that he’d be late, then I asked him if he’s gonna be on first lesson, then I asked where he is right now. I said that I’ll wait for him beside his house. I was waiting around twenty minutes, then I asked if I can go in his yard or if he’s coming out soon. He said that I need to wait.
A few minutes passed and he was on the street with me. He said that today he didn’t want to go to school but his mum doesn’t agree with him. Then I said about that too. Then we walked to school we were super late and saw the principal, and she was upset about our behaviour.
Then we walked to class and English teacher was angry and asked when I’m gonna complete my homework because I don’t have good marks. Then class was over and it was minute of honor. Right after that, class of our native language started and that was work on mistakes, and I got 6 on dictation. Teacher was asking questions, but I was lucky and she didn’t ask me anything.
When class ended, air alert started and we got to the room under school. Around the end of 3rd lesson, we went to school’s lunch room, and then we came back to the room under school again and we’re still sitting inside right now. We were waiting for the bus, but our classmate’s father will drive us near our house.
Turns out that the back seat of the car was packed with something, so we just ran away and that was hilarious. When we stopped near the shop, we were talking about what to do next. B wanted to go to the city, but because air alarm still working and if someone sees him, he decided to go home.
Y asked if he can go with him, and I asked too. Y said, “yea, let’s go,” and to me he said, “no, you have your own house.” I replied, “he too,” but B said that his house far away and mine near to his. Then I asked, “pls,” and he said no. I said okay and turned in another direction and said, “okay, bye.” I was sad because they still don’t want to go with me somewhere else than school.
I’m already on the street that I live on, but still sad that he didn’t want to go to his house with me. I feel stupid for things I did in the past I just can’t. I feel very sad. If I was smart enough to understand that I’m doing something not very nice to them, that I spend not enough time with them, if I was not afraid of words of people…
Like right now I don’t do sport with that shitty coach who was always saying that I’m bad in sport and that I’m weak, but in previous week I said to my mom that I don’t want to go to training. For 2 or 3 days she was angry, but that’s okay I’m not really upset with that. The fact that coach said when someone sees me they need to beat me up I’m not afraid of him because he just can’t do that.
When I was already home, first thing I did was turn on PC, then played for 2 hours or so. The game I chose is not a game I like… yea, maybe a little, because there’s nothing better to play. That game was Brawl Stars. I started playing again because of the fact that B and M are playing, and because of that I can talk with B about something that’s a good sign.
that's old diary text from my notes when i used to do them
thanks for reading
Today I was going to school and when I was near I stopped because I saw a new message in Viber. That was my classmate’s message that he’d be late, then I asked him if he’s gonna be on first lesson, then I asked where he is right now. I said that I’ll wait for him beside his house. I was waiting around twenty minutes, then I asked if I can go in his yard or if he’s coming out soon. He said that I need to wait.
A few minutes passed and he was on the street with me. He said that today he didn’t want to go to school but his mum doesn’t agree with him. Then I said about that too. Then we walked to school we were super late and saw the principal, and she was upset about our behaviour.
Then we walked to class and English teacher was angry and asked when I’m gonna complete my homework because I don’t have good marks. Then class was over and it was minute of honor. Right after that, class of our native language started and that was work on mistakes, and I got 6 on dictation. Teacher was asking questions, but I was lucky and she didn’t ask me anything.
When class ended, air alert started and we got to the room under school. Around the end of 3rd lesson, we went to school’s lunch room, and then we came back to the room under school again and we’re still sitting inside right now. We were waiting for the bus, but our classmate’s father will drive us near our house.
Turns out that the back seat of the car was packed with something, so we just ran away and that was hilarious. When we stopped near the shop, we were talking about what to do next. B wanted to go to the city, but because air alarm still working and if someone sees him, he decided to go home.
Y asked if he can go with him, and I asked too. Y said, “yea, let’s go,” and to me he said, “no, you have your own house.” I replied, “he too,” but B said that his house far away and mine near to his. Then I asked, “pls,” and he said no. I said okay and turned in another direction and said, “okay, bye.” I was sad because they still don’t want to go with me somewhere else than school.
I’m already on the street that I live on, but still sad that he didn’t want to go to his house with me. I feel stupid for things I did in the past I just can’t. I feel very sad. If I was smart enough to understand that I’m doing something not very nice to them, that I spend not enough time with them, if I was not afraid of words of people…
Like right now I don’t do sport with that shitty coach who was always saying that I’m bad in sport and that I’m weak, but in previous week I said to my mom that I don’t want to go to training. For 2 or 3 days she was angry, but that’s okay I’m not really upset with that. The fact that coach said when someone sees me they need to beat me up I’m not afraid of him because he just can’t do that.
When I was already home, first thing I did was turn on PC, then played for 2 hours or so. The game I chose is not a game I like… yea, maybe a little, because there’s nothing better to play. That game was Brawl Stars. I started playing again because of the fact that B and M are playing, and because of that I can talk with B about something that’s a good sign.
that's old diary text from my notes when i used to do them
thanks for reading
