Return (I think)
Some of you may remember me, others may not. It doesn’t matter if you do but I abruptly left this forum in October, this was due to a multitude of reasons but the main was I was becoming a shitty person. Originally, when I joined this forum it was for the sole purpose of improving myself, however overtime I started developing an obsession with not just my own looks but also the people around me. This soon created a me that I didn’t like, I would constantly judge people based on what they looked like, didn’t matter what their personality was like. If they were a sub 4 I automatically hated them. Aiding this was my hatred towards stacys that would be dating absolute nerd burgers, causing me to become somewhat of an incel. I started hating myself but also the people around me, it ultimately became a problem when I started judging friends and family members for their looks. I decided to go cold turkey on everything looksmaxing, I threw out all looksmaxing products (besides basic hygiene) and stopped all looksmaxing methods altogether. It was going good at first, I stopped looking at people for their looks and just judging them by their actions. Except after a few months I really noticed how real lookism is, I was starting to become a victim of it. So I pondered for a while and came to the conclusion that looksmaxing was never the problem, it was my mentality around it. I haven’t decided whether I want to rejoin the forum, however I felt like an explanation was owed
Some of you may remember me, others may not. It doesn’t matter if you do but I abruptly left this forum in October, this was due to a multitude of reasons but the main was I was becoming a shitty person. Originally, when I joined this forum it was for the sole purpose of improving myself, however overtime I started developing an obsession with not just my own looks but also the people around me. This soon created a me that I didn’t like, I would constantly judge people based on what they looked like, didn’t matter what their personality was like. If they were a sub 4 I automatically hated them. Aiding this was my hatred towards stacys that would be dating absolute nerd burgers, causing me to become somewhat of an incel. I started hating myself but also the people around me, it ultimately became a problem when I started judging friends and family members for their looks. I decided to go cold turkey on everything looksmaxing, I threw out all looksmaxing products (besides basic hygiene) and stopped all looksmaxing methods altogether. It was going good at first, I stopped looking at people for their looks and just judging them by their actions. Except after a few months I really noticed how real lookism is, I was starting to become a victim of it. So I pondered for a while and came to the conclusion that looksmaxing was never the problem, it was my mentality around it. I haven’t decided whether I want to rejoin the forum, however I felt like an explanation was owed
