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was the date with my ex horrible? no not at all
am i happy? no. do i regret? yes.
first the concert sucked and we ditched out on it, and then we decided to wander the town and find a nice restaurant to eat at, it was really really cold and i was just in a dress so he gave me his jacket, hes very chivalrous but even more stubborn, i could tell he was freezing the whole time and i felt just awful, once we got to the retaurant he remembered and ordered my favourite right away, aswell as paid for me, he got a whole thing of garlic bread for himself so i made fun of him lul, i spent most of the time feeding him but making him say aaa for it bcz it was embarrassing and i luv teasing him, once wed finished eating we went to the local gas station and got slushys and then walked around the boardwalk for a while talking about past memorys, the future we wish wed have, and many other weirdly deep things he tends to stray away from, i spent most of the night being cold but broke down and praised him very heavily for like 5 minutes, at one point he went to turn his phone on and i saw what i thought was... him.. and a girl.... as his lockscreen, the moment he saw me look he slammed his phone face down, so yk obviously i went quiet, i teared up, i got akward, and as always, when i went low he went lower, practically ignoring me for the rest of the night, we ended up sitting on a bench near the boardwalk making out, him feeling me up a little, i thought id finally get lucky, he was hard as fuck after all, and then he went cold again, and told me he didnt wanna have sex for a few months. i think i may continue to go out with him but i guess im an incel now :c goonette down.
am i happy? no. do i regret? yes.
first the concert sucked and we ditched out on it, and then we decided to wander the town and find a nice restaurant to eat at, it was really really cold and i was just in a dress so he gave me his jacket, hes very chivalrous but even more stubborn, i could tell he was freezing the whole time and i felt just awful, once we got to the retaurant he remembered and ordered my favourite right away, aswell as paid for me, he got a whole thing of garlic bread for himself so i made fun of him lul, i spent most of the time feeding him but making him say aaa for it bcz it was embarrassing and i luv teasing him, once wed finished eating we went to the local gas station and got slushys and then walked around the boardwalk for a while talking about past memorys, the future we wish wed have, and many other weirdly deep things he tends to stray away from, i spent most of the night being cold but broke down and praised him very heavily for like 5 minutes, at one point he went to turn his phone on and i saw what i thought was... him.. and a girl.... as his lockscreen, the moment he saw me look he slammed his phone face down, so yk obviously i went quiet, i teared up, i got akward, and as always, when i went low he went lower, practically ignoring me for the rest of the night, we ended up sitting on a bench near the boardwalk making out, him feeling me up a little, i thought id finally get lucky, he was hard as fuck after all, and then he went cold again, and told me he didnt wanna have sex for a few months. i think i may continue to go out with him but i guess im an incel now :c goonette down.
