Serious my dad just showed up to my door

[nikkipsl]

i haven't seen him in over a month since he told me to leave because i make his life hell. he's extremely manipulative which has made me scared to talk to him about it. he just showed up unannounced asking if he could take me out to breakfast. i feel really guilty i didn't go, or talk to him for longer since our conversation was just two minute small talk. he was in tears giving me a hug and asking if i will go have dinner with him sometimes or even call him a few times a week. he's hurt me so bad and manipulated me for years but he's still my dad. i just know how it goes but i still have hope that he could be different deep in my heart. i just don't trust him, but at the same time i want to know if he actually cares. i'm just so confused with how i feel

if anyone wants to ask any questions i'll probably answer most of them

 

[zero]

ill sort him out