i was going through a time of my life where i wasn't doing well mentally for multiple reasons , and she was still putting with me and i was extremely selfish and only thinking about myself when she was ignoring my bad behaviours toward her to be with me when i was sad , and one day i told her she made me irritated and that i was tired of seeing her and she cried and left and then we stopped talking for a few days so i thought she was done with me so i broke up with her anticipating that she'd break up with me soon , ever since then i been depressed thinking about how selfless she was and how much love she was giving me and im too ashamed to even call her to apologize knowing what i put her through , i feel like a piece of shit and regret it everyday i wanna go back in time so bad because i didn't appreciate her enough and only realized how much she did for me after it was over
sorry for the long message