Hm
Pretty privilege is real.
Lookism/appearance discrimination
Is what i experienced growing up. So I was bullief because of how I looked like by the girls and boys in my class.
So when a guy asked me on a date for wxample - would find out later it was because he lost som kind of bet and had to ask the ugliest girl in class on a date -
Would find notes , Ugly cunt , ugky whore in my locker and stuff like that, and so on. You know , kids can be mean
Got in a deep depression during my childhood/teens but managed to get ok grades. Dont know where that brain went later.. It retired early.
But thank good I had my four close girlfriends during that time
Never approached guys really. I wa quite shy growing up
Only been in one long time serious relationship
2 shorter ones, like summerflings,
Studied two years pharmacy at university. Hated it
Stuff happened, dont want to really go in to details…
Listened to my gut so Studying again, but something I dont hate now. Its all distance now however
Hm probably need to put myself out there more
And my energy is probably closed/I look sad
Bur its ok
Dont know if I answered the question ……
but now I don't have an infecti