My friend just killed himself

[genio]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

 

[Arya]

Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

thats fine,
sorry for your loss. I personally don't know how it feels like but ive heard people take time to process it so they dont feel anything much in the start
I don't think you've absorbed it

It must be unimaginable

 

[benny]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

damn i’m sorry bro and everyone reacts differently to situations like this so don’t feel like u have to feel any particular way

 

[FryingSeedOils]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

dont beat yourself up for not caring, it doesnt affect your own life much so you dont care, its normal man a lot of people fake empathy

 

[abaloparatide]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

bro wtf who thats crazy

 

[iqmaxx]

damn rip to bro
dyk why he killed himself? was it bc of his breakup or maybe general depression

 

[Idontknowbrah]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

sorry bro life can change in minutes

 

[abaloparatide]

damn rip to bro
dyk why he killed himself? was it bc of his breakup or maybe general depression

survival of the fittest...

 

[meh.guy]

This is because his gf?

 

[abaloparatide]

This is because his gf?

def one of the factors

 

[genio]

damn rip to bro
dyk why he killed himself? was it bc of his breakup or maybe general depression

Idk breakup was prob a big factor

 

[genio]

thats fine,
sorry for your loss. I personally don't know how it feels like but ive heard people take time to process it so they dont feel anything much in the start
I don't think you've absorbed it

It must be unimaginable

damn i’m sorry bro and everyone reacts differently to situations like this so don’t feel like u have to feel any particular way

dont beat yourself up for not caring, it doesnt affect your own life much so you dont care, its normal man a lot of people fake empathy

Thanks

 

[meh.guy]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

I know what you mean by it doesn't feel real, and it's gonna feel that way for awhile but it gets easier

 

[iqmaxx]

Idk breakup was prob a big factor

imagine being his gf rn

 

[abaloparatide]

imagine being his gf rn

foids r evil.. she prob dont care

 

[ecoli]

my condolences

 

[iqmaxx]

foids r evil.. she prob dont care

trvke...
i literally considered faking my suicide to make my foid ex feel guilt and pity for me but realised she def wouldnt care LOL

 

[abaloparatide]

trvke...
i literally considered faking my suicide to make my foid ex feel guilt and pity for me but realised she def wouldnt care LOL

prob would get an egoboost more than anything

 

[genio]

imagine being his gf rn

n***a chill with the lols

 

[mjölk]

foids r evil..

survival of the fittest...

You are evil..
have you noticed how youre the only one joking around and being disrespectful. There is something wrong with you.

 

[genio]

I just watched his farewell video and im actually processing what just happened
Fuck bro

 

[ToptierGooner]

imagine being his gf rn

Women don't mourn for a man unless he is chad
His girl will probably forget about him after some days

 

[iqmaxx]

n***a chill with the lols

wdym? im not joking or anything bro, just imagining the guilt she might feel from being a cause of his death

 

[benny]

foids r evil.. she prob dont care

stfu bro it’s not the time

 

[genio]

wdym? im not joking or anything bro, just imagining the guilt she might feel from being a cause of his death

Fuck ass crying emoji n***a

 

[xy2m]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

sorry dude rip

 

[xy2m]

I just watched his farewell video and im actually processing what just happened
Fuck bro

what did he say

 

[genio]

what did he say

He said he loves everyone and hopes nobody ends up like him but he cant keep going
He told us to stay strong and keep pushing forward unlike him
Then talked about how he doesnt think he was destined for happiness and how he thought he found purpose but really didnt
Said that he finds it hard to live life without purpose

 

[SoulMasquerade]

imagine being his gf rn

Literally what i was thinking

 

[meh.guy]

He said he loves everyone and hopes nobody ends up like him but he cant keep going
He told us to stay strong and keep pushing forward unlike him
Then talked about how he doesnt think he was destined for happiness and how he thought he found purpose but really didnt
Said that he finds it hard to live life without purpose

Man

 

[iqmaxx]

Fuck ass crying emoji n***a

bro i was using it for its intended purpose not as laughter emoji

 

[Orobas]

Happened to me aswell.
You gotta be dependable and then kick those people out of your life that you can‘t depend on. Fulfill his last wish but you can‘t do that with these men most likely if they don‘t really care if someone ropes.

 

[Dyhexic]

dam rip
cant say ik what u feel but ive had friends say they were gonna do it and got a friend who attempted
how did he do it tho ifydm?

 

[Deleted Member 95940]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

Sorry bro

 

[paulyune]

This doesnt even feel real
I know i should be sad right now but im not
I should probably feel guilty for not being sad but im not either
We weren’t super close but he’s always been laughing and joking around
My other friends and i used to carpool in his car and he would drive super fast and dangerously we would all be laughing and having fun
He said he wanted to be a teacher later and told me he would tutor me in pre-cal next year if i ever needed help
He broke up with his girlfriend a few weeks ago and he’s been silent since then according to my other friends but they described it in a way that made it sound like corny emo shit so i thought he would be fine
I wasnt there after their breakup so i never got to see how he was that day, but i saw him earlier this week and he was quieter than normal
He still played a little bit of basketball with us so i thought he was good now and just healing
Although i regret that i didnt even say hi to him that day because i thought i should just leave him alone for a while
The groupchat is going crazy right now but it all feels like performative bullshit to me “wtf” “what the actual fuck” “x actually passed away?”
It all feels like they’re just virtue signaling and it irks me
Idk why im posting it here i just need to get these thoughts off my mind

WHAT GENIO IM SO SORRY

Feel free to dm me whenever

 

[abaloparatide]

You are evil..
have you noticed how youre the only one joking around and being disrespectful. There is something wrong with you.

I'm a kind sensitive young person. You stop it now

 

[abaloparatide]

stfu bro it’s not the time

Truth