my friends tell me to talk about my problems but dont listen

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he tells me i should talk about how i feel but when i do he just says "idk how to help you" "you always feel this way" like lol its always haunting me my problems stay the same my thoughts are negative everyday why the fuck do you think i dont talk to you about it. you tell me youre worried then simultaneously shut me down. you dont actually want to hear me out you just want me to shut the fuck up. which i understand it gets annoying hear me complain about the same thing everyday but therapy is only every 2 weeks and my therapist isnt my friend. they arent there when my feelings are hurting me right now. im so sick of my fiends they all hate me i know it.

 

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and im so sad because i feel so lonely. i feel like we only get along when im happy and everything's okay but theyd abandon me the second it gets too hard. i have a whole friend group and i feel so lonely. the gc is always dead they never speak about anything casually. im so sick of this.