my "friends" told my parents about my forum usage

[ToryToad]

or they told their parents and their parents told my parents
anyways idrc, my parents just once asked me if im active on online forums and i said no

 

[Trevor]

Cant let em know

 

[ecoli]

are your "friends" retarded or something

 

[nathanV]

Crazy backstab

 

[ToryToad]

are your "friends" retarded or something

idk, i dont talk to them besides school anyways

Crazy backstab

they did worse, they talked about it in front of my clasmates, ofc i denied it
but idk what they talk about behind my back, im paranoid

 

[ecoli]

idk, i dont talk to them besides school anyways

they did worse, they talked about it in front of my clasmates, ofc i denied it
but idk what they talk about behind my back, im paranoid

fake friends

 

[nathanV]

idk, i dont talk to them besides school anyways

they did worse, they talked about it in front of my clasmates, ofc i denied it
but idk what they talk about behind my back, im paranoid

Why the fuck did you even tell them?

Kinda dumb you should always keep your forum life private from outsiders

 

[ToryToad]

Why the fuck did you even tell them

Kinda dumb you should always keep your forum life private

i didnt
they found my username cause my username is also my fortnite username and thats how they found my acc

fake friends

real shit, i bet 50% of them secretly hate me but are too big of a pussy to say it to my face

 

[ecoli]

i didnt
they found my username cause my username is also my fortnite username and thats how they found my acc

real shit, i bet 50% of them secretly hate me but are too big of a pussy to say it to my face

it sucks when people know your forum accounts one my friends knows my accounts and it makes me paranoid too

 

[ToryToad]

it sucks when people know your forum accounts one my friends knows my accounts and it makes me paranoid too

its like youre being watched constantly and judged
i know that feeling
thats the only reason i deleted my old org account with 7k posts
before deleting they used to make fun of my posts, i used to be an insecure cuck back then thats why i let it happen,
after deleting i made a new account on org and com months later ´and lied to my friends that i stopped using the site, lmao

 

[ecoli]

its like youre being watched constantly and judged
i know that feeling
thats the only reason i deleted my old org account with 7k posts
before deleting they used to make fun of my posts, i used to be an insecure cuck back then thats why i let it happen,
after deleting i made a new account on org and com months later ´and lied to my friends that i stopped using the site, lmao

yeah like one of my friends made accounts on the forums and im always watching if they are online again i just hope they never visit this site again

 

[ToryToad]

yeah like one of my friends made accounts on the forums and im always watching if they are online again i just hope they never visit this site again

yea same, did he at least tell you his username?
my friend didnt even tell me even tho i asked

 

[ecoli]

yea same, did he at least tell you his username?
my friend didnt even tell me even tho i asked

yeah he did he wasnt online in months tho gladly

 

[Nenestar]

that's so weird. i'd never talk about what my friends do to my parents, or at least name the person. sounds like an annoying bitch, tbh

 

[ToryToad]

yeah he did he wasnt online in months tho gladly

is your social reputation at school good/ok/bad?
me personally i think mine is pretty fucked, nobody wants to talk to me for some reason , at least the popular guys/foids, like i be trying to join the conversation they have every other day and they just striaght up ignore me or stare at me like i did something wrong, there are probably rumors about me

 

[ToryToad]

that's so weird. i'd never talk about what my friends do to my parents, or at least name the person. sounds like an annoying bitch, tbh

it really is
all that was like 8 months ago, im lowk stonecold now, not to be cringy but shit just doesnt bother me anymore but it did a while ago, i used to be so suicidal due to this and so many other factors

 

[ecoli]

is your social reputation at school good/ok/bad?
me personally i think mine is pretty fucked, nobody wants to talk to me for some reason , at least the popular guys/foids, like i be trying to join the conversation they have every other day and they just striaght up ignore me or stare at me like i did something wrong, there are probably rumors about me

its kinda mediocre i think most people see me as neutral and some like me but since i dont go to school often and skip 90% of it everyone knows me as the person that skips school all the time thats very annoying

 

[ecoli]

me personally i think mine is pretty fucked, nobody wants to talk to me for some reason , at least the popular guys/foids, like i be trying to join the conversation they have every other day and they just striaght up ignore me or stare at me like i did something wrong, there are probably rumors about me

probably made rumors about you

 

[Nenestar]

it really is
all that was like 8 months ago, im lowk stonecold now, not to be cringy but shit just doesnt bother me anymore but it did a while ago, i used to be so suicidal due to this and so many other factors

i can believe that. i really hate if someone even looks at my screen if i'm doing something on the phone. the fact if they find out some online account where you're more open in general. it would be just too much anxiety.

i just have all different usernames on all forums, so they'll never get connected together. only my old .org acc you could connect to me if you knew me well + were hyper autistic

 

[Evilemofoid]

Why do ur parents gaf

 

[ToryToad]

its kinda mediocre i think most people see me as neutral and some like me but since i dont go to school often and skip 90% of it everyone knows me as the person that skips school all the time thats very annoying

do u have friend groups that arent fake
thats like the most important thing
if youre not in a social group its over,
im in one but people dont like me, im like the guy who nobody invited

 

[ToryToad]

Why do ur parents gaf

they wanted to send me to a psychward not a long time ago

 

[ecoli]

do u have friend groups that arent fake
thats like the most important thing
if youre not in a social group its over,
im in one but people dont like me, im like the guy who nobody invited

im in one but idk i have like 1 real friend ig hes the one that knows about my accounts but still makes me paranoid but i rarely talk with them since i dont go outside or to school it doesnt feel real yk

 

[ToryToad]

im in one but idk i have like 1 real friend ig hes the one that knows about my accounts but still makes me paranoid but i rarely talk with them since it dont go outside or to school it doesnt feel real yk

if he is a real friend i wouldnt worry about him knowing about your account tbh

 

[ecoli]

if he is a real friend i wouldnt worry about him knowing about your account tbh

he once said as a joke to another friend that he should search "ecoli" on this site

 

[Evilemofoid]

they wanted to send me to a psychward not a long time ago

But why do they gaf about forums son

 

[ecoli]

But why do they gaf about forums son

forums that primarily incels use btw

 

[ToryToad]

he once said as a joke to another friend that he should search "ecoli" on this site

when i found out my friends knew about my acc it was bad, like the one who found my acc, asked me in our gc why im into ai hentai characters since i made a thread about that as a joke too, but since than my social rep just got worse and worse lol

 

[ToryToad]

But why do they gaf about forums son

bad influence or something like that
they probably see me as a failure

 

[ecoli]

when i found out my friends knew about my acc it was bad, like the one who found my acc, asked me in our gc why im into ai hentai characters since i made a thread about that as a joke too, but since than my social rep just got worse and worse lol

cant even call them friends tbh

 

[Nenestar]

he once said as a joke to another friend that he should search "ecoli" on this site

it's like someone peeping into your diary type of feeling, tbh. it's kinda fucked

 

[Evilemofoid]

forums that primarily incels use btw

I think ur guys parents low-key care too much

 

[ecoli]

it's like someone peeping into your diary type of feeling, tbh. it's kinda fucked

yeah like im being watched 24/7

 

[ToryToad]

cant even call them friends tbh

true, i tried cutting them off many times but im too much of a sensitive young man
i just distance myself now and dont jester myself into their conversations, if they try talking to me aight i wont ignore them but i wont start convos

 

[ecoli]

true, i tried cutting them off many times but im too much of a sensitive young man
i just distance myself now and dont jester myself into their conversations, if they try talking to me aight i wont ignore them but i wont start convos

i prefer having fake "friends" more than having no friends tbh idk why

 

[ToryToad]

i prefer having fake "friends" more than having no friends tbh idk why

it gives some security
imagine having to do group stuff in class while not having friends, its a bad experience

 

[Princess Cookietune]

i didnt
they found my username cause my username is also my fortnite username and thats how they found my acc

real shit, i bet 50% of them secretly hate me but are too big of a pussy to say it to my face

if they found ur username that means that they're on the forum too no?

 

[ecoli]

it gives some security
imagine having to do group stuff in class while not having friends, its a bad experience

yeah and being socially awkward makes it even worse in combination too

 

[ToryToad]

if they found ur username that means that they're on the forum too no?

I did tell them that im on some online forum but i didnt say which

 

[ToryToad]

yeah and being socially awkward makes it even worse in combination too

im at a point where i just dont care about the opinion of others but it does bring my mood a bit down

 

[Princess Cookietune]

I did tell them that im on some online forum but i didnt say which

holy stalker "friends"

 

[ecoli]

im at a point where i just dont care about the opinion of others but it does bring my mood a bit down

im the complete opposite i care too much about what people think of me

 

[ToryToad]

holy stalker "friends"

they just wanted to make fun of me
im glad i ascended

 

[Princess Cookietune]

I accidentally called my irl friend bhai she almost discovered me

 

[ToryToad]

im the complete opposite i care too much about what people think of me

as long as it doesnt make u depressed, u dont have to worry about it
but my social anxiety makes me feel very depressed, suicidal actually
i suppress my social anxiety, its difficult but it gets me through the day

 

[ToryToad]

I accidentally called my irl friend bhai she almost discovered me

how does your friend know about bhai`?
this reminds me of some guy in my class who randomly mentioned mumbai

 

[ecoli]

as long as it doesnt make u depressed, u dont have to worry about it
but my social anxiety makes me feel very depressed, suicidal actually
i suppress my social anxiety, its difficult but it gets me through the day

same bro but im glady not really suicidal anymore or at least i dont think about it much, hope you wont be anymore too soon

 

[Princess Cookietune]

how does your friend know about bhai`?
this reminds me of some guy in my class who randomly mentioned mumbai

idk and the worst part is that they don't even speak any of the south asian languages where I live, I LIVE IN THE MF CARIBBEAN

 

[ToryToad]

same bro

but im glady not really suicidal anymore

nice to hear

hope you wont be anymore too soon

im doing better, way better but still not good, i got a lot of stuff to do

 

[ecoli]

m doing better, way better but still not good, i got a lot of stuff to do

it takes time