my head hurts so bad

[junebug]

I can't wait to go to sleep ugh. I'm not even tired, I can't wait to get tired though. allnighter over now it's not fn anymore

 

[icnone]

I can't wait to go to sleep ugh. I'm not even tired, I can't wait to get tired though. allnighter over now it's not fn anymore

painkillers

 

[junebug]

painkillers

it's not gonna do anything I just need to get to sleep

 

[TFC]

now it's not “fn” anymore

 

[True Spaniard]

Go to sleep now theres nothing in here that gonna be valuable for you rn

 

[ecoli]

I can't wait to go to sleep ugh. I'm not even tired, I can't wait to get tired though. allnighter over now it's not fn anymore

take some ibuprofen

 

[1-NIN3R]

Go to sleep now theres nothing in here that gonna be valuable for you rn

Nothing is ever valuable here

 

[Deleted Member 104328]

I can't wait to go to sleep ugh. I'm not even tired, I can't wait to get tired though. allnighter over now it's not fn anymore

u gotta make sure ur fit is bananas

 

[Trevor]

I keep getting sick so often dude I had a huge headache earlier today and I barely eat I probably got a virus

 

[icnone]

it's not gonna do anything I just need to get to sleep

all nighters feel like shit
i probably have 300 more all nighters lined up in my life

 

[junebug]

Go to sleep now theres nothing in here that gonna be valuable for you rn

I know, but if I go to bed now I'll wak ep super early

 

[True Spaniard]

Nothing is ever valuable here

Just my takes jfl

 

[junebug]

all nighters feel like shit
i probably have 300 more all nighters lined up in my life

I was just panicking a lot of the night, paranoia kicked in and I couldn't sleep all night. Never even got tired. I did so many chore shaha

 

[icnone]

I was just panicking a lot of the night, paranoia kicked in and I couldn't sleep all night. Never even got tired. I did so many chore shaha

was the paranoia about the ragingmanlet situation?

 

[junebug]

was the paranoia about the ragingmanlet situation?

it is. it's been flaring up randomly.
I'll usually get short paranoia bursts every few weeks or so but it's been getting bad now

 

[icnone]

it is. it's been flaring up randomly.
I'll usually get short paranoia bursts every few weeks or so but it's been getting bad now

fwiw a year from now this situation will be in the distant past
might help to talk to a therapist in the meantime

 

[junebug]

fwiw a year from now this situation will be in the distant past
might help to talk to a therapist in the meantime

I can deal with it on my own. but yeah, it will taper off in time

 

[icnone]

I can deal with it on my own

avoidant attachment style?

 

[junebug]

avoidant attachment style?

no, being paranoid just means "trust no one" in the most extreme sense

 

[icnone]

no, being paranoid just means "trust no one" in the most extreme sense

wdym, like you'd have a hard time opening up to a therapist?

 

[junebug]

wdym, like you'd have a hard time opening up to a therapist?

yes, I don't fully open up to a lot of people

 

[icnone]

yes, I don't fully open up to a lot of people

same, for me I just think it is due to people not having been helpful in the past when I opened up to them (or downright mean) + insecure attachment
idk why I am telling you to go talk to a therapist when I need to talk to one myself jfl

 

[junebug]

same, for me I just think it is due to people not having been helpful in the past when I opened up to them (or downright mean) + insecure attachment
idk why I am telling you to go talk to a therapist when I need to talk to one myself jfl

haha it's ok. coaches don't play

 

[icnone]

haha it's ok. coaches don't play

perhaps one day we will all get better
until then, we can only continue hoping

 

[junebug]

perhaps one day we will all get better
until then, we can only continue hoping

you're like one of the most relatable mfs on the forum to be honest
my brother just another me

 

[icnone]

you're like one of the most relatable mfs on the forum to be honest
my brother just another me

thank you, you are one of the most relatable and kind users on this forum too

 

[junebug]

thank you, you are one of the most relatable and kind users on this forum too

yay!! I love finding people similar to me

 

[icnone]

yay!! I love finding people similar to me

do you ever find similar people irl? I've always struggled with that :/

 

[junebug]

do you ever find similar people irl? I've always struggled with that :/

sometimes and I usually insta friend them on steam or something lmao

 

[icnone]

sometimes and I usually insta friend them on steam or something lmao

instantly? I thought there were steps, like you first had to get to know them well before friending them on any platform

 

[junebug]

instantly? I thought there were steps, like you first had to get to know them well before friending them on any platform

my steam is virtually unrecognizable compared to my other socials, so it's a safer way to friend folks.

 

[icnone]

my steam is virtually unrecognizable compared to my other socials, so it's a safer way to friend folks.

but wouldn't irl folks know your identity?

 

[junebug]

but wouldn't irl folks know your identity?

I suppose but it's hard to stalk me if I just give steam. my socials are pretty vague

 

[icnone]

I suppose but it's hard to stalk me if I just give steam. my socials are pretty vague

not bad opsec
ever since I joined these forums I've been ramping up my opsec, using diff usernames across platforms and deactivating my irl socials as an anti-doxxing measure

 

[junebug]

not bad opsec
ever since I joined these forums I've been ramping up my opsec, using diff usernames across platforms and deactivating my irl socials as an anti-doxxing measure

I am starting...now.

 

[icnone]

I am starting...now.

well, better late than never

 

[nacerskates]

I can't wait to go to sleep ugh. I'm not even tired, I can't wait to get tired though. allnighter over now it's not fn anymore

okay

 

[ourobouros]

I can't wait to go to sleep ugh. I'm not even tired, I can't wait to get tired though. allnighter over now it's not fn anymore

eat a few melatonin gummies