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this is a thing i cant even do anything to fix apart from just go homeless
idm if u dnr i just wanna write it all out idk
My mother:
May as well have been absent for as long as I remember. Back when i was younger she used to be a bit more mentally sane but thats pretty much it, ive never had a conversation with her in my whole life. every interaction ive had with her has been criticism, straight up insulting me or just telling me to do chores. Right now shes in the mental hospital/psych ward and I havent properly seen her in months because i dont want to visit her. She visited home on monday, and idk why i expected a change or anything normal but she was just constantly mean to me in specific. I dont even know why me, I try to be respectful to my parents in hopes of getting just a little bit back.
My dad:
Different story but very similar in a way. Hes been present my whole life, makes good money and provides for our family well, and I can honestly say I do genuinely respect him for that. Beside that hes the same, all he does is criticize and insult me every day since i was just a little young boy. No joke, EVERY DAY. When i was like 5-7 i was a normal amount of overweight for a kid tbh, and i used to have my hair slicked to the side, and he would spend all day insulting me and calling me a fat f****t etc etc etc, and hes insulted me every day. I quite frequently get told im a peice of shit or a shit child just for saying things such as "chilli con carne without spice just tastes like spag bol". Not a joke, he spent half of yesterday insulting me and calling me an ungrateful peice of shit etc.
They never let me go outside, they have made it very hard to make friends, VERY HARD. I have never been able to maintain a friendship because who wants to be friends with the weird kid thats not allowed to do anything
There is CONSTANT arguing at all times, even right now my dad and sister are arguing over some shit. Im an autist and one trigger noise is shouting and im basicially constantly overstimulated the whole time im home.
I get no help with my autism because my dad "didnt want retarded children"
Ty for reading if you read
i love u
idm if u dnr i just wanna write it all out idk
My mother:
May as well have been absent for as long as I remember. Back when i was younger she used to be a bit more mentally sane but thats pretty much it, ive never had a conversation with her in my whole life. every interaction ive had with her has been criticism, straight up insulting me or just telling me to do chores. Right now shes in the mental hospital/psych ward and I havent properly seen her in months because i dont want to visit her. She visited home on monday, and idk why i expected a change or anything normal but she was just constantly mean to me in specific. I dont even know why me, I try to be respectful to my parents in hopes of getting just a little bit back.
My dad:
Different story but very similar in a way. Hes been present my whole life, makes good money and provides for our family well, and I can honestly say I do genuinely respect him for that. Beside that hes the same, all he does is criticize and insult me every day since i was just a little young boy. No joke, EVERY DAY. When i was like 5-7 i was a normal amount of overweight for a kid tbh, and i used to have my hair slicked to the side, and he would spend all day insulting me and calling me a fat f****t etc etc etc, and hes insulted me every day. I quite frequently get told im a peice of shit or a shit child just for saying things such as "chilli con carne without spice just tastes like spag bol". Not a joke, he spent half of yesterday insulting me and calling me an ungrateful peice of shit etc.
They never let me go outside, they have made it very hard to make friends, VERY HARD. I have never been able to maintain a friendship because who wants to be friends with the weird kid thats not allowed to do anything
There is CONSTANT arguing at all times, even right now my dad and sister are arguing over some shit. Im an autist and one trigger noise is shouting and im basicially constantly overstimulated the whole time im home.
I get no help with my autism because my dad "didnt want retarded children"
Ty for reading if you read
i love u
