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Experience My humble beginnings and my ascension journey (cagefuel warning)

Axii

Axii

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So basically in 2022 I went into the rabbit hole of trying to look unreal and be the best looking guy on the planet and shit

I was only 14 at the time and very immature and very ugly on top of that

I don't have any photos of myself at this time

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2022 june- I Joined a very small looksmaxxing discord (this is before it really became mainstream) (before James sapphire take over) I didn't know .org was a thing yet

this is where I really started to dive into it and over obsess with how I viewed myself and how I looked

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I didn't know how to take photos at the time either so these are all I could really fork up at the time I was obviously ugly too albeit I had a good base I was not mature because I was only 14

about 6 months in this server I learned Ideal facial ratios, how to take photos, I learned more about how muscles in the face can make or break it same with bone structure.
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1736761132717.png - this was very bad mentally as I was so insecure and retarded I buzzed my hair for a change and I also started perma squinting because my lack of undereye support ( I was 15 ) I think this is just a few months before I was institutionalized for the first time?

I was browsing .org but I haven't made an account yet


EDIT: at this time I purchased a nero angleo rating a tip video
here it is
View attachment 1_160.mp4




2023 feburary

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This was about 5 months after 1736761328040.png

I still didn't know how to take a photo but I got my hair back and better, and my eyebrows have gotten fuller.

my squinting looks a bit less uncanny because it is starting to become my natural gaze

this is when I really started to see differences in my lower third symmetry because I was forcing my bite and shifting my jaw to align

so I think this was december 2023?

I joined .org Jan 13, 2024
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1736761868339.png

this was about 4-5 months after I joined I really don't remember

I was a r****d and tried to get some "muh badboy appeal" while squinting hard as shit and cheekbiting like an autistic fuck

shit style and haircut
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this was about a month or so before I got banned

1736761989886.png

yeah really bad I know but in this photo I wasn't actually trying to look good as this was a purposeful shit post where I spammed this in almost every other rating thread and said MOGGED like a sperg

I have turned 16 at this point
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This was a morph I made of myself and O'pry / what I really wanted to look like in the long run ( I had a vision ) ' maybe about 3 months before I was banned?

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1736762170644.png

this was when I joined reddit about maybe 5 months ago asking for ratings

I learned how to not look as autistic, bones have matured a bit, my perm squinting has worked and it doesn't look as shit as it used to because it started to become my neutral gaze / jaw training

I was 17 here

again only 5 months ago I reckon

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these were in the summer of 2024

look a lot better

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this is present.





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I will be 18 in 11 days
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okay that is it

this was basically a half assed thread because I was bored and thought I would share


if anyone the age of 14-15 sees this

you are ugly now, yes.

does not mean it will always be that way.
 
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Mirin hard man. You've made a very good improvement over the years. The forum needs more of this.
 
Axii said:
So basically in 2022 I went into the rabbit hole of trying to look unreal and be the best looking guy on the planet and shit

I was only 14 at the time and very immature and very ugly on top of that

I don't have any photos of myself at this time

----------------------------------------------------------------------

2022 june- I Joined a very small looksmaxxing discord (this is before it really became mainstream) (before James sapphire take over) I didn't know .org was a thing yet

this is where I really started to dive into it and over obsess with how I viewed myself and how I looked

View attachment 62109View attachment 62110

I didn't know how to take photos at the time either so these are all I could really fork up at the time I was obviously ugly too albeit I had a good base I was not mature because I was only 14

about 6 months in this server I learned Ideal facial ratios, how to take photos, I learned more about how muscles in the face can make or break it same with bone structure.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62111 - this was very bad mentally as I was so insecure and retarded I buzzed my hair for a change and I also started perma squinting because my lack of undereye support ( I was 15 ) I think this is just a few months before I was institutionalized for the first time?

I was browsing .org but I haven't made an account yet


EDIT: at this time I purchased a nero angleo rating a tip video
here it is
View attachment 62268




2023 feburary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This was about 5 months after View attachment 62112

I still didn't know how to take a photo but I got my hair back and better, and my eyebrows have gotten fuller.

my squinting looks a bit less uncanny because it is starting to become my natural gaze

this is when I really started to see differences in my lower third symmetry because I was forcing my bite and shifting my jaw to align

so I think this was december 2023?

I joined .org Jan 13, 2024
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62113

this was about 4-5 months after I joined I really don't remember

I was a r****d and tried to get some "muh badboy appeal" while squinting hard as shit and cheekbiting like an autistic fuck

shit style and haircut
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this was about a month or so before I got banned

View attachment 62114

yeah really bad I know but in this photo I wasn't actually trying to look good as this was a purposeful shit post where I spammed this in almost every other rating thread and said MOGGED like a sperg

I have turned 16 at this point
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View attachment 62115


This was a morph I made of myself and O'pry / what I really wanted to look like in the long run ( I had a vision ) ' maybe about 3 months before I was banned?

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62116

this was when I joined reddit about maybe 5 months ago asking for ratings

I learned how to not look as autistic, bones have matured a bit, my perm squinting has worked and it doesn't look as shit as it used to because it started to become my neutral gaze / jaw training

I was 17 here

again only 5 months ago I reckon

---------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62117
View attachment 62118View attachment 62119

these were in the summer of 2024

look a lot better

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this is present.





View attachment 62121

I will be 18 in 11 days
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okay that is it

this was basically a half assed thread because I was bored and thought I would share


if anyone the age of 14-15 sees this

you are ugly now, yes.

does not mean it will always be that way.
Click to expand...

Stop with all that Satan worship garbage.
 
mrmogger2882 said:
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“Chadlite” lmao my ass. He’s rating you CL cus u paid him.

I’m DNRING the rest of the thread because of this retarded video
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so bro is going to discredit the thread because of someone elses opinion which is obviously a paid overrate

mirin IQ
 
Axii said:
so bro is going to discredit the thread because of someone elses opinion which is obviously a paid overrate

mirin IQ
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I’m 10x smarter than you. You knows it’s an overrate so why include it clown behaviour

Literally pay to win ahhh rating
 
jkcwakcjw said:
If he cared about money he would have rated you lower
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and how did you come to that conclusion?

he knows his audience are bluepilled idiots, so if he rates them lower they will get hurt and stop watching his content, which is a small loss of money, if he rates them higher they stay and watch. you don't understand the simple complexities of the mind
 
Axii said:
and how did you come to that conclusion?

he knows his audience are bluepilled idiots, so if he rates them lower they will get hurt and stop watching his content, which is a small loss of money, if he rates them higher they stay and watch. you don't understand the simple complexities of the mind
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Yeah you could treat it like a one night stand or like I bet he did to you is he gave u advice and now ur paying him every 2 months
 
jkcwakcjw said:
Yeah you could treat it like a one night stand or like I bet he did to you is he gave u advice and now ur paying him every 2 months
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Mirin IQ dude that’s braindead
 
Axii said:
Mirin IQ dude that’s braindead
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That is if hes smart he could just be a oofy doofy pan handler thats would I would do anyways. Or since blackpillers are a targetted demographic, you could do a fitxfearless did in that one video and just brand black pillers as a caricature
 
Axii said:
So basically in 2022 I went into the rabbit hole of trying to look unreal and be the best looking guy on the planet and shit

I was only 14 at the time and very immature and very ugly on top of that

I don't have any photos of myself at this time

----------------------------------------------------------------------

2022 june- I Joined a very small looksmaxxing discord (this is before it really became mainstream) (before James sapphire take over) I didn't know .org was a thing yet

this is where I really started to dive into it and over obsess with how I viewed myself and how I looked

View attachment 62109View attachment 62110

I didn't know how to take photos at the time either so these are all I could really fork up at the time I was obviously ugly too albeit I had a good base I was not mature because I was only 14

about 6 months in this server I learned Ideal facial ratios, how to take photos, I learned more about how muscles in the face can make or break it same with bone structure.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62111 - this was very bad mentally as I was so insecure and retarded I buzzed my hair for a change and I also started perma squinting because my lack of undereye support ( I was 15 ) I think this is just a few months before I was institutionalized for the first time?

I was browsing .org but I haven't made an account yet


EDIT: at this time I purchased a nero angleo rating a tip video
here it is

View attachment 62268




2023 feburary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This was about 5 months after View attachment 62112

I still didn't know how to take a photo but I got my hair back and better, and my eyebrows have gotten fuller.

my squinting looks a bit less uncanny because it is starting to become my natural gaze

this is when I really started to see differences in my lower third symmetry because I was forcing my bite and shifting my jaw to align

so I think this was december 2023?

I joined .org Jan 13, 2024
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62113

this was about 4-5 months after I joined I really don't remember

I was a r****d and tried to get some "muh badboy appeal" while squinting hard as shit and cheekbiting like an autistic fuck

shit style and haircut
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this was about a month or so before I got banned

View attachment 62114

yeah really bad I know but in this photo I wasn't actually trying to look good as this was a purposeful shit post where I spammed this in almost every other rating thread and said MOGGED like a sperg

I have turned 16 at this point
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62115


This was a morph I made of myself and O'pry / what I really wanted to look like in the long run ( I had a vision ) ' maybe about 3 months before I was banned?

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62116

this was when I joined reddit about maybe 5 months ago asking for ratings

I learned how to not look as autistic, bones have matured a bit, my perm squinting has worked and it doesn't look as shit as it used to because it started to become my neutral gaze / jaw training

I was 17 here

again only 5 months ago I reckon

---------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62117
View attachment 62118View attachment 62119

these were in the summer of 2024

look a lot better

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this is present.





View attachment 62121

I will be 18 in 11 days
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------






okay that is it

this was basically a half assed thread because I was bored and thought I would share


if anyone the age of 14-15 sees this

you are ugly now, yes.

does not mean it will always be that way.
Click to expand...

mirin ascension(y)(y)
 
Haha good ascension bhai, reminds me of myself. I was in the same place as you at 15, bad maxilla, ugly shit tier eyes shit skin etc and now cause of puberty its all improving. Your maxilla development pretty much dictates your physical appearance eye area wise.
 
cuck said:
Haha good ascension bhai, reminds me of myself. I was in the same place as you at 15, bad maxilla, ugly shit tier eyes shit skin etc and now cause of puberty its all improving. Your maxilla development pretty much dictates your physical appearance eye area wise.
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maxilla is so important, imo just as important as jaw width. i had no undereye support before but now its pretty decent
 
jewoverlordGOD said:
maxilla is so important, imo just as important as jaw width. i had no undereye support before but now its pretty decent
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Yeah same here. I don't believe that the maxilla fuses at 16 because that's when I saw the most changes orbital bone wise and face . I even had nasolabial folds back then and it ruined my harmony
 
cuck said:
Yeah same here. I don't believe that the maxilla fuses at 16 because that's when I saw the most changes orbital bone wise and face . I even had nasolabial folds back then and it ruined my harmony
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For some people it's not over till they are like 18, but you need to do a lot of things, like optimizing hormones and diet. Main thing is dht maxing and estrogenmin as estrogen is what fuses growth plates in your body
 
jewoverlordGOD said:
For some people it's not over till they are like 18, but you need to do a lot of things, like optimizing hormones and diet. Main thing is dht maxing and estrogenmin as estrogen is what fuses growth plates in your body
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I would say those people tend to be the ones to hit puberty later tbh or just some genetic anomalies with 0.0001% genetics
 
cuck said:
I would say those people tend to be the ones to hit puberty later tbh or just some genetic anomalies with 0.0001% genetics
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There have been instances of bone growth even after puberty, but that's when people inject specific hormones. It's quite a rabbithole actually, but it's mostly expiremental and risky imo. Luckily I think I'm still in puberty, just turned 17 so it's not that old yet
 
jewoverlordGOD said:
There have been instances of bone growth even after puberty, but that's when people inject specific hormones. It's quite a rabbithole actually, but it's mostly expiremental and risky imo. Luckily I think I'm still in puberty, just turned 17 so it's not that old yet
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Yeah i believe in that tbh, hormones are everything. Look at it this way. The fact that some people who transition are able to mimic the gender they wish to transition to's physical appearance shows how important it is, people underestimate that as well imo. If your hormones aren't good as a man especially during crucial times like puberty, you are fucked, because you are essentially stunting your own physical and mental development.
 
cuck said:
Yeah i believe in that tbh, hormones are everything. Look at it this way. The fact that some people who transition are able to mimic the gender they wish to transition to's physical appearance shows how important it is, people underestimate that as well imo. If your hormones aren't good as a man especially during crucial times like puberty, you are fucked, because you are essentially stunting your own physical and mental development.
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Yeah, hormones are super important especially during puberty like you mentioned. Androgenmaxxing and estrogenmin should be your priority as a man. I definitely got benefits from it. I have a pretty thick neck yet I do 0 neck training directly, but I do deadlifts etc so that probably contributed, among other things like wide shoulders. Worked for me. It's all about sexual dimorphism. Feminine women want masculine looking men and vice versa, basic biology
 
Plus testosterone moves facial fat to the stomache. I believe there isn't such a thing as bad fat distribution genes. Anyone with low body fat but a chubby face needs to get their T checked, instead of blaming it on genes. Either that or you are boneless, or retaining lots of water
 
jewoverlordGOD said:
Plus testosterone moves facial fat to the stomache. I believe there isn't such a thing as bad fat distribution genes. Anyone with low body fat but a chubby face needs to get their T checked, instead of blaming it on genes. Either that or you are boneless
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Had the chubby face look at 15 even when i was like 15-20% bf which is lean enough to have SOME facial leanness, but now as im cutting since i just went on a bulk, my face is more angluar. I think again it's probably due to my bones growing at 16 which for most guys it happens at like 14.
 
cuck said:
Had the chubby face look at 15 even when i was like 15-20% bf which is lean enough to have SOME facial leanness, but now as im cutting since i just went on a bulk, my face is more angluar. I think again it's probably due to my bones growing at 16 which for most guys it happens at like 14.
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Low bf is pretty essential for most men, unless you have psl god tier bones. I think alain delon was actually quite high bf, above 15%, yet he had hollow cheeks, so it's different for everyone. Just gotta do what works
 
jewoverlordGOD said:
Low bf is pretty essential for most men, unless you have psl god tier bones. I think alain delon was actually quite high bf, above 15%, yet he had hollow cheeks, so it's different for everyone. Just gotta do what works
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I'm not 20% bf rn btw im a bit fat rn but thats normal, My face just looks way more angluar and has some structure to it, before it was just a big blob
 
cuck said:
I'm not 20% bf rn btw im a bit fat rn but thats normal, My face just looks way more angluar and has some structure to it, before it was just a big blob
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My face was a big blob but I think it was lots of baby fat which I had for a long time, but by 16 most of it disappeared. I have a slight hollow cheek look now, I am postive I can get it to a full hollow cheek look by the time i am 20, but i think it will happen sooner, maybe at 18 almost 19. I am doing lots of stuff for it, main thing is androgenmaxx and leaning out as much as possible. I want to cut to 12% bf soon.
 
My ideal end result is basically this lmao. Idc if I scare women away
 

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paranoid_schizo said:
how u fix da asymmetry gang, gimme a tut fr fr no cap
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It’s still there but it’s just not as bad

My bite was shifted to one side so I just forced it back into place until my teeth moved overtime to compensate


then I started sleeping keeping my skull straight
 
u look good, hv u considered getting a perm? Not too curly js some waves to frame ur face better
 
Axii said:
So basically in 2022 I went into the rabbit hole of trying to look unreal and be the best looking guy on the planet and shit

I was only 14 at the time and very immature and very ugly on top of that

I don't have any photos of myself at this time

----------------------------------------------------------------------

2022 june- I Joined a very small looksmaxxing discord (this is before it really became mainstream) (before James sapphire take over) I didn't know .org was a thing yet

this is where I really started to dive into it and over obsess with how I viewed myself and how I looked

View attachment 62109View attachment 62110

I didn't know how to take photos at the time either so these are all I could really fork up at the time I was obviously ugly too albeit I had a good base I was not mature because I was only 14

about 6 months in this server I learned Ideal facial ratios, how to take photos, I learned more about how muscles in the face can make or break it same with bone structure.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62111 - this was very bad mentally as I was so insecure and retarded I buzzed my hair for a change and I also started perma squinting because my lack of undereye support ( I was 15 ) I think this is just a few months before I was institutionalized for the first time?

I was browsing .org but I haven't made an account yet


EDIT: at this time I purchased a nero angleo rating a tip video
here it is
View attachment 62268




2023 feburary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This was about 5 months after View attachment 62112

I still didn't know how to take a photo but I got my hair back and better, and my eyebrows have gotten fuller.

my squinting looks a bit less uncanny because it is starting to become my natural gaze

this is when I really started to see differences in my lower third symmetry because I was forcing my bite and shifting my jaw to align

so I think this was december 2023?

I joined .org Jan 13, 2024
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62113

this was about 4-5 months after I joined I really don't remember

I was a r****d and tried to get some "muh badboy appeal" while squinting hard as shit and cheekbiting like an autistic fuck

shit style and haircut
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this was about a month or so before I got banned

View attachment 62114

yeah really bad I know but in this photo I wasn't actually trying to look good as this was a purposeful shit post where I spammed this in almost every other rating thread and said MOGGED like a sperg

I have turned 16 at this point
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62115


This was a morph I made of myself and O'pry / what I really wanted to look like in the long run ( I had a vision ) ' maybe about 3 months before I was banned?

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62116

this was when I joined reddit about maybe 5 months ago asking for ratings

I learned how to not look as autistic, bones have matured a bit, my perm squinting has worked and it doesn't look as shit as it used to because it started to become my neutral gaze / jaw training

I was 17 here

again only 5 months ago I reckon

---------------------------------------------------------------------

View attachment 62117
View attachment 62118View attachment 62119

these were in the summer of 2024

look a lot better

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this is present.





View attachment 62121

I will be 18 in 11 days
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------






okay that is it

this was basically a half assed thread because I was bored and thought I would share


if anyone the age of 14-15 sees this

you are ugly now, yes.

does not mean it will always be that way.
Click to expand...

mirin
 
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