My life. I missed out read

[its0ver]

I keep having mighymstrd about being young again.

The period of 18-20 where I went to a few parties and clubs with a older chadlite tall former frat pickup artist drug dealer who was 28...

He told me all these pickup lines that worked.

But the few times I grinded with girls I couldn't even get a boner or hard. The time I went on a date with a hot jewish Russian teen girl who was a virgin I couldn't even get a boner because I busted a nut to cuckold blog stories nights before our date and had no libido.

God cursed me. I just wanted to fuck her so I canfeel like the man and socially feel like I ascended the social ladder.
Brag to people. Say look what I did. Internally feel like a trillion bucks of worth....

Retire.. eat McDonald's and feel like a king. Because I won at life n***a. I redeemed my loser past. I would walk around with real confidence.

So close yet so far. God why. Ik I'm evil

But I blew it. I had an insane porn addiction. If only I was smart enough to keep taking my L arginine and zinc and going week without porn and fap

 

[Deleted Member 61521]

I keep having mighymstrd about being young again.

The period of 18-20 where I went to a few parties and clubs with a older chadlite tall former frat pickup artist drug dealer who was 28...

He told me all these pickup lines that worked.

But the few times I grinded with girls I couldn't even get a boner or hard. The time I went on a date with a hot jewish Russian teen girl who was a virgin I couldn't even get a boner because I busted a nut to cuckold blog stories nights before our date and had no libido.

God cursed me. I just wanted to fuck her so I canfeel like the man and socially feel like I ascended the social ladder.
Brag to people. Say look what I did. Internally feel like a trillion bucks of worth....

Retire.. eat McDonald's and feel like a king. Because I won at life n***a. I redeemed my loser past. I would walk around with real confidence.

So close yet so far. God why. Ik I'm evil

But I blew it. I had an insane porn addiction. If only I was smart enough to keep taking my L arginine and zinc and going week without porn and fap

dnr.if you are still in pain thats because you didnt let it teach you.

 

[The/Jeet]

dnr.if you are still in pain thats because you didnt let it teach you.

Pal is missing bro

 

[Deleted Member 61521]

Pal is missing bro

That ones too deep pal

 

[AuggyDauggy]

That’s called Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction bro (PIED) and I went through something similar at 17 (I was cooked back then). If I was you I’d remove all even remotely sexual content if you want your dick to start working properly. Crazy how a lot of guys jack off to the point they can’t get hard to IRL girls. And if you’re still young you’ve still got more opportunities bro. How old are ya?

 

[its0ver]

That’s called Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction bro (PIED) and I went through something similar at 17 (I was cooked back then). If I was you I’d remove all even remotely sexual content if you want your dick to start working properly. Crazy how a lot of guys jack off to the point they can’t get hard to IRL girls. And if you’re still young you’ve still got more opportunities bro. How old are ya?

Exactly what it was. I tell you it ruined my life. It causes immense psychological torment time after time. I was so desensitized. So much trauma.

The one time I had the willpower to go weeks without the drug of porn. I broke my ACL at the mma gym.... I still swollen leg.. I limped on a Train and went miles to this girls house I was seeing so I can finally bust a night in bliss. She didn't let me hit. She slept with me that night and didn't let me hit. I went gone again.... and busted to the same porn like a loser. Thanks God.

Thank you. It taught me it wasn't worth it to do it. All that willpower for nothing...

I'm late 20s bro. Fat. And moved from the US.. I'll never get chances again.

If I do God will just make sure it's ruined. This simulation or who ever is in charge

 

[its0ver]

dnr.if you are still in pain thats because you didnt let it teach you.

Teach me what? I'm late 20s and it's over. It taught me God cursed me and wants me to live a boring life in solidarity as a prison at least I have cats and a large yard. But I will always long for my missed passed feeling unaccomplished.

With these nightmares....

(What am I really longing for? Girls gross bodies that poop and fart)

Pal is missing bro

 

[AuggyDauggy]

Exactly what it was. I tell you it ruined my life. It causes immense psychological torment time after time. I was so desensitized. So much trauma.

The one time I had the willpower to go weeks without the drug of porn. I broke my ACL at the mma gym.... I still swollen leg.. I limped on a Train and went miles to this girls house I was seeing so I can finally bust a night in bliss. She didn't let me hit. She slept with me that night and didn't let me hit. I went gone again.... and busted to the same porn like a loser. Thanks God.

Thank you. It taught me it wasn't worth it to do it. All that willpower for nothing...

I'm late 20s bro. Fat. And moved from the US.. I'll never get chances again.

If I do God will just make sure it's ruined. This simulation or who ever is in charge

Late 20s bro fuarkkk. I can assure you God isn’t working against you even though it seems that way bro. As long as you’re not in Europe or something you can still get lays. Lose the weight too.

As for why she didn’t let you hit… man, the only reasoning I can think of is that she wasn’t really into like that bro. What would you rate yourself back then?