my meds are too effective at lowering my cortisol

[internetbirth]

i need high anxiety and peak cortisol levels to complete tasks (adhdmaxxed) and i have this pressing overdue essay that basically dictates whether or not i get into my program for uni, but i cannot start it for the life of me. its literally 4 days overdue, -20% in late deductions and they wont accept the paper past 11:59 tonight.

but i cant seem to find the urge to complete it because my cortisol is too fucking low because of my meds.

even now id typically be typing in caps but im eerily relaxed and at ease. should i just give up on my admission to my program im just not stressed enough to care rn

 

[Luxe]

How long did you have to wait in line for your meds communist?

 

[internetbirth]

How long did you have to wait in line for your meds communist?

covered by insurance and it took 30 mins at the pharmacy #canada

 

[Luxe]

covered by insurance and it took 30 mins at the pharmacy #canada

Holy shit Canada mb

Americas lil bro

 

[internetbirth]

Holy shit Canada mb

Americas lil bro

cortisol is spiking... continue the ragebait its working....

 

[Luxe]

cortisol is spiking... continue the ragebait its working....

Sorry to hear your cortisol’s aboot to hit the roof

 

[internetbirth]

Sorry to hear your cortisol’s aboot to hit the roof

grrr....!!!

 

[Luxe]

grrr....!!!

Ahh don’t throw a cheapy government provided hockey puck at me