Serious My mind is too loud

[HerculesJr.]

For every day, (but it's gotten increasingly worse now, I've just been an overthinker.
My mind is very noisy. Its always been one thought to another to another at rapid fuckin pace.

The main big issues that come from this are that I can't stop thinking about my future, my legacy and how I'll get old eventually.
or whatever my status is in some "narrative" of my life.
And it makes me very stressed.

But at the same time it also makes me unable to really participate in the world around me.
I Depersonalize. I feel like I'm just kind of a passenger witnessing my life from the back seat.


It leads me to seeking "outs" like taking edibles before I start the day. Because sometimes it feels too hard to get through.

 

[HerculesJr.]

@jest @TrueOgr3 @genio @giga.mia @zaycism

 

[genio]

take nootropics

 

[HerculesJr.]

take nootropics

What are those?

 

[genio]

f

What are those?

fuck you grey n****r

 

[HerculesJr.]

f

fuck you grey n****r

 

[xalapa]

go outside

 

[TrueOgr3]

@jest @TrueOgr3 @genio @giga.mia @zaycism

hi

 

[HerculesJr.]

hi

Help

 

[HerculesJr.]

go outside

I do, beta, but it helps pretty minimally

 

[HerculesJr.]

hi

Hello