This might be long idk haven't started writing yet but she takes getting worse as a competition seriously I've been depressed and losing weight even though I'm trying to gain, kind of cutting myself more often even though it's stupid I do it out of boredom (
emo 
), etc and everytime she sees that I've done this bs to myself guess what she does it too RIGHT AFTER and my mum keeps babying her so much even though shes litteraly 19, and touching my scars and saying I've ruined my skin, my mum's worried about me dropping Weight drastically and my sister is always just like oh whatever at her age I was skinnier
it doesn't matter blah blah and even when I was struggling with an ed she used to call me fat 
she's litteraly on the verge of almost being obese #lol and even when I'm visibly upset she somehow finds a way to make it worse #sister of the year, and oh I can't get mad at my sister she's js a a bebeh while she used to literally beat me up I can't even shout at her for ts thanks mummy thanks
emo ), etc and everytime she sees that I've done this bs to myself guess what she does it too RIGHT AFTER and my mum keeps babying her so much even though shes litteraly 19, and touching my scars and saying I've ruined my skin, my mum's worried about me dropping Weight drastically and my sister is always just like oh whatever at her age I was skinnierit doesn't matter blah blah and even when I was struggling with an ed she used to call me fat she's litteraly on the verge of almost being obese #lol and even when I'm visibly upset she somehow finds a way to make it worse #sister of the year, and oh I can't get mad at my sister she's js a a bebeh while she used to literally beat me up I can't even shout at her for ts thanks mummy thanks