volcel
reachforthesurface
When I was younger I feel like I was definitely isolated from kids my age because my parents were (and still are) strict mormons, and the few I had ended up leaving me because they thought I was strange or kept me around to poke fun at. The last party I was at was in elementary school I don't even think the girl wanted me to go 
I ended up communicating online a lot and I feel like it seriously messed up my social skills, I was doing nothing but spending time on the internet and I think it mightve just made me a boring person whos only funny sometimes online. I barely go outside unless its in the yard to let my dogs out, go to school, sometimes my parents let me go to the grocery store with them. There was one time I genuinely didn't go outside for 114 days I have the life 360 screenshot still 
I tried to take Vitamin D pills because I don't go outside much but I seriously need to get out more but at the same time I feel like I only like the idea of it. In reality I want to stay inside and be a jobless bum. I have two friends in school right now though but we only have two classes together so for most of the day I'm the quiet kid in the corner. even if I ascend when someone will talk to me in real life they'll lose interest I'm assuming.
I ended up communicating online a lot and I feel like it seriously messed up my social skills, I was doing nothing but spending time on the internet and I think it mightve just made me a boring person whos only funny sometimes online. I barely go outside unless its in the yard to let my dogs out, go to school, sometimes my parents let me go to the grocery store with them. There was one time I genuinely didn't go outside for 114 days I have the life 360 screenshot still I tried to take Vitamin D pills because I don't go outside much but I seriously need to get out more but at the same time I feel like I only like the idea of it. In reality I want to stay inside and be a jobless bum. I have two friends in school right now though but we only have two classes together so for most of the day I'm the quiet kid in the corner. even if I ascend when someone will talk to me in real life they'll lose interest I'm assuming.
