Rage my whole life is meaningless

[AbusedDog333]

I will never achieve my only purpose in life
it's almost impossible

 

[Molotongo]

The goal is having fun.
I hope we both beat our depression and have fun again

 

[3 cucks 1 chair]

What’s your purpose ?

 

[AbusedDog333]

The goal is having fun.
I hope we both beat our depression and have fun again

when summer comes Im sure I ll be happy again.sunbathing all day, you should too tbh, idk if youre into primal stuff but being in the sun release much dopamine and serotonin
I hate winter.

 

[AbusedDog333]

What’s your purpose ?

getting revenge on a guy but he is in so many ways superior to me.

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

I will never achieve my only purpose in life
it's almost impossible

the meaning of life is listen to good music, listen to death grips, have sex with women, eat pussy, eat ass, get a car, crash your car and die

 

[Balian]

You have 30k reps on com
This is an achievement

 

[Molotongo]

when summer comes Im sure I ll be happy again.sunbathing all day, you should too tbh, idk if youre into primal stuff but being in the sun release much dopamine and serotonin
I hate winter.

Winter sucks
I'm never really thought of sunbathing like this but whenever it's warm and the sun is there I enjoy it, I often lay in the grass and enjoy the sun in summer
I just can't to do anything fun in winter it's just cold, wet and shit, fuck winter

 

[AbusedDog333]

You have 30k reps on com
This is an achievement

my next goal is to get to 10 k posts

 

[Molotongo]

getting revenge on a guy but he is in so many ways superior to me.

Which guy? The chad you once talked about or who

 

[AbusedDog333]

Winter sucks
I'm never really thought of sunbathing like this but whenever it's warm and the sun is there I enjoy it,

I often lay in the grass and enjoy the sun in summer

that's sunbathing basically and grounding. both very healthy

I just can't to do anything fun in winter it's just cold, wet and shit, fuck winter

 

[AbusedDog333]

Which guy? The chad you once talked about or who

yes. also revenge not in a violent way. More like i wanna get better than him, to mog him so to speak. that would be enough.
But that wont happen

 

[Molotongo]

yes. also revenge not in a violent way. More like i wanna get better than him, to mog him so to speak. that would be enough.
But that wont happen

What's your rating rn and what would you rate him?

 

[AbusedDog333]

Which guy? The chad you once talked about or who

he is not a normal human basically. that n****r has no empathy, is rude all the time, has giga aggression problems and even threatens little kids, also he hates me, and he is strong and fast af

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

he is not a normal human basically. that n****r has no empathy, is rude all the time, has giga aggression problems and even threatens little kids, also he hates me, and he is strong and fast af

switch em down twin

 

[AbusedDog333]

What's your rating rn and what would you rate him?

im mtn he is low chad lite+ 193 cm+ and good frame without training
many girls from my school used have a crush on him even though he is an total asshole.

 

[Molotongo]

he is not a normal human basically. that n****r has no empathy, is rude all the time, has giga aggression problems and even threatens little kids, also he hates me, and he is strong and fast af

In my eyes youre superior.
He's a retarded asshole, he should hang himself
Why do always people like that get to be good looking while we sensitive, empathetic gentleman suffer?

 

[AbusedDog333]

In my eyes youre superior.
He's a retarded asshole, he should hang himself
Why do always people like that get to be good looking while we sensitive, empathetic gentleman suffer?

the world is cruel and unfair

 

[Molotongo]

im mtn he is low chad lite+ 193 cm+ and good frame without training
many girls from my school used have a crush on him even though he is an total asshole.

He doesn't deserve having a body like this

 

[AbusedDog333]

He doesn't deserve having a body like this

and he abuses it all the time too
teachers are scared of him and when he bullies other guys even in front of the teacher, the teacher doesnt say a single word
yesterday I made eye contact with him, he looked like he wanted to kill me, probably some foids spread fake rumors about me again

 

[Molotongo]

and he abuses it all the time too
teachers are scared of him and when he bullies other guys even in front of the teacher, the teacher doesnt say a single word
yesterday I made eye contact with him, he looked like he wanted to kill me, probably some foids spread fake rumors about me again

That's horrible bro I hope youre okay
I hate people that spread humours, luckily Im free from school for now
I hope it goes well for you tho, I'm really sorry.
Classmates are always horrible people, atleast in most cases

 

[AbusedDog333]

That's horrible bro I hope youre okay
I hate people that spread humours, luckily Im free from school for now
I hope it goes well for you tho, I'm really sorry.
Classmates are always horrible people, atleast in most cases

thanks man
I got holidays in one week so its fine

 

[Molotongo]

thanks man
I got holidays in one week so its fine

That's good
Do you have any plans for your holidays or just chilling?

 

[AbusedDog333]

That's good
Do you have any plans for your holidays or just chilling?

I wanna be able to do 20 pushups in a row.
currently I can do 5
besides that mainly just chilling or if there is some sun I will sunbathe outside

 

[AbusedDog333]

That's good
Do you have any plans for your holidays or just chilling?

wbu? you are having holidays currently, right?

 

[Molotongo]

I wanna be able to do 20 pushups in a row.
currently I can do 5
besides that mainly just chilling or if there is some sun I will sunbathe outside

Mirin bro, 5 is also really good.
I'm sure you'll get the 20, update us

 

[Molotongo]

wbu? you are having holidays currently, right?

I was in a clinic for suicide at risk and now i can luckily stay at home, I'm just gonna chill

 

[AbusedDog333]

I was in a clinic for suicide at risk and now i can luckily stay at home, I'm just gonna chill

Mirin hard
but what did you do to get in that clinic in the first place

 

[AscendingEnigma]

I wanna be able to do 20 pushups in a row.
currently I can do 5
besides that mainly just chilling or if there is some sun I will sunbathe outside

5 pushups is crazy

 

[Molotongo]

Mirin hard
but what did you do to get in that clinic in the first place

Tbh I don't even know, I had a complete breakdown, I was just shaking and crying and I couldn't even breathe anymore and my heart was beating so fast and I thought i was about to die, for context I had a pretty nice day but I still felt empty and sad and I just couldn't take the emptiness anymore and then this happend, idk what it is but I Litteraly thought I was losing control and I was on the edge of killing myself when my mom came to wake me up, I obviously was awake but then my mom came to me and comforted me and the first 10 mins I said NOTHING like i was just shaking and my mom tried to calm me and when I felt like I can talk again I told her that I feel like I'm losing control and I genuinely just cant live like this anymore
At first she just calmed me, I was sitting around with her but then we went to a hospital, a good friend of hers gave us a ride and I got some medication that was supposed to calm me down for now and to my suprise it actually calmed me down but I still felt the same, I just stopped crying and shaking and then we talked with the psychologist, I got autism diagnosed already but for some reason she made another appointment, it's in like 2 weeks but ofc I can't wait 2 weeks like this, I knew at the first chance I get I will kill myself and my mom tried convincing me to go to the clinic because she was scared to lose me, I thought „fuck it clinic can't be that bad" so me and my mom went there and we talked with them
Suddenly those n*****s locked the door, I couldn't even say bye to my mom and then there was a radio playing so loud it was so horrible, some weird ringing everywhere, teenagers screaming around as if they would get tortured I was going insane in there
I stayed one night and then I packed my things and told this guy I'm feeling fine again and yeah this and this and I'm never going to do anything and then I had to talk to 20 different doctors so they can ensure my safety and honesty I was so so happy when I was back home I genuinely never want to go back and I'm feeling a lot more calm now, I have another problem tho because my psychologist told my mom already on the phone that I have severe depression and need anti depressants but for some reason they will only give it to me if I go to the clinic
Holy wall of text in sorry brah

 

[AbusedDog333]

Tbh I don't even know, I had a complete breakdown, I was just shaking and crying and I couldn't even breathe anymore and my heart was beating so fast and I thought i was about to die, for context I had a pretty nice day but I still felt empty and sad and I just couldn't take the emptiness anymore and then this happend, idk what it is but I Litteraly thought I was losing control and I was on the edge of killing myself when my mom came to wake me up, I obviously was awake but then my mom came to me and comforted me and the first 10 mins I said NOTHING like i was just shaking and my mom tried to calm me and when I felt like I can talk again I told her that I feel like I'm losing control and I genuinely just cant live like this anymore
At first she just calmed me, I was sitting around with her but then we went to a hospital, a good friend of hers gave us a ride and I got some medication that was supposed to calm me down for now and to my suprise it actually calmed me down but I still felt the same, I just stopped crying and shaking and then we talked with the psychologist, I got autism diagnosed already but for some reason she made another appointment, it's in like 2 weeks but ofc I can't wait 2 weeks like this, I knew at the first chance I get I will kill myself and my mom tried convincing me to go to the clinic because she was scared to lose me, I thought „fuck it clinic can't be that bad" so me and my mom went there and we talked with them
Suddenly those n*****s locked the door, I couldn't even say bye to my mom and then there was a radio playing so loud it was so horrible, some weird ringing everywhere, teenagers screaming around as if they would get tortured I was going insane in there
I stayed one night and then I packed my things and told this guy I'm feeling fine again and yeah this and this and I'm never going to do anything and then I had to talk to 20 different doctors so they can ensure my safety and honesty I was so so happy when I was back home I genuinely never want to go back and I'm feeling a lot more calm now, I have another problem tho because my psychologist told my mom already on the phone that I have severe depression and need anti depressants but for some reason they will only give it to me if I go to the clinic
Holy wall of text in sorry brah

nice read.
man im sorry what happened to you, its nice that youre still with us, please never kill yourself man, I would miss you.

 

[Molotongo]

nice read.
man im sorry what happened to you, its nice that youre still with us, please never kill yourself man, I would miss you.

I won't, I just can't kill myself